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2007-06-19T23:13:00.000+08:00

now I've moved permanently (: click HERE!

2007-04-25T00:15:00.000+08:00

MOVED. temporarily ;)

2007-04-21T00:00:00.001+08:00

I LOVE THIS SONG.

Mika - Lollipop
Singing
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Or love's gonna get you down
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Or love's gonna get you down
Say love, say love
Or love's gonna get you down
Say love, say love
Or love's gonna get you down

Mama told me what I should know
Too much candy gonna ride your soul
If she loves you, let her go
'Cause love only gets you down
Take a look at the boy like me
Never stood on my own two feet
Now I'm blue, as I can be
Oh love couldn't get me down

This song's stuck in my head since I heard it while hanging out at Marina Sq with Siti, Ho Ying and Phil yesterday. :D

On another note, reading about the Virginia Tech massacre is really saddening. 32 lives were sacrificed for the sake of a depressed boy. The photos of Cho posing with guns and knives were disturbing. Could it have been prevented? I say, definitely. The issue on the gun laws has never been seriously discussed over and dealt with; and those symptoms and signs the boy showed.. oh well I guess we're all just human. We are constantly in need of some serious wake-up call in order to get action done. One such example would be Hurricane Katrina which revealed one of America's longest kept secret: poverty-stricken New Orleans. For years the citizens have suffered under the claws of poverty, and it was as if the hurricane blew away the covers of this hidden ugly truth of the world's biggest and richest nation.

Anyway, time is flying like a rocket. :( 5 more days before I leave Singapore to join my brother for 52 days in Canada/US. I hate counting down. I hate packing. I'm going to dread the super duper long plane ride. It's going to be one long, long roadtrip... and will miss Singapore really really badly. (Esp the food. ok haha no I'm just kidding..) But I guess it's time to gain new experiences, time to refresh my mind, time to let go of all the unnecessary baggage in Singapore.......... I shall create a new blog for the trip and if time permits I will update on my trip while I'm there, whee.

2007-04-17T00:30:00.001+08:00

KL was a BLAST!

It was super duper fun fun fun fun and I want to do it again! But not KL again larh, next time BKK or Hongkong! :D Thank God for taking such good care of us during this 3 days 2 nights. Though we got cheated by a damn 'premium' cab, my camera dropped onto the floor and spoilt, actually went to the wrong hotel room and got greeted by a half-naked Indian man instead of our wonderful hotel room..... what matters most is that we are now safe and sound! No robbery, no rape, no murder, no lost passport... PHEW. Before the trip I heard so many horrible stories about getting robbed in broad daylight, and what with getting kidnapped getting our legs chopped and sold (haha), but luckily none of that happened. :) Now for pictures!!

Our tour bus with FEELERS

You know how comfortable the bus is when Wendy sleeps like...

Encounter with 'scary eyes' cat. HAHA it likes me more than Lydia :P

5-star hotel! SWEETTTT, VERY nice, like a house.

Hotel window view of KL from 32 storeys

KLCC!

Our CRAZY first night in the hotel

AND our midnight goodies. Dunking donuts <3

Sunway lagoooon

Us!

Last dinner/supper

Playing at the hotel's swimming pool at night... emo emo 'cos leaving the place soon :(

The next morning when checking out....

On the way back to Singapore..

And our very yummy supper before going home

Thoroughly enjoyed my trip with Wendy and Lydia. We shall start planning another one soon, soon.....

And I've been baking cookies... heh heh, shall give some of them away 'cos I made too much dough. Who wants my cookies? They are really NICE k, but think I'm getting a sore throat soon after 'testing' quite a few of them. And the newly renovated kitchen is looking good... (:

Anyway, 10 more days before I leave for Canada/USA. OMG.. It's like, NEXT WEEK?! Yikes, I haven't even started packing. Gonna stuff myself with local food before I fly off :P

Time really flies... Suddenly I don't feel like leaving. But I guess a break will do me good, plus I miss my brother too.

2007-04-03T10:23:00.000+08:00

House's in a mess. Because we're renovating the kitchen! So no home-cooked food the whole week, gosh. :( Outside food is damn unhealthy.

Been swimming more often these days. I love swimming at night. It's so cooling and the pool lights are really nice heh.

Anyway watched Mr Bean last Saturday. Even at 950pm it was full house man -.- The old man on the super-slow bike was damnnn funny la. And the ending was the lamest ever. Suddenly everyone on the beach is singing?! LOL. But the movie is a good lighthearted one and company was great (:

Counting down to....
KL! 8 DAYS!
USA/Canada! 22 DAYS!

Time sure flies........it's already APRIL! Pranked some people on 1st April. Haha, and got pranked also larh, hor wendy song?

Another great song! (: sometimes songs do express exactly how you feel huh.

Cry On My Shoulder
If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're away from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They're free

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do

/EDIT
Damnnnn. I'll be out of Singapore when Spiderman 3 comes out. It looks so, so good. :( And Pirates of Caribbean too! Goshhhh why do all these good movies come out in MAY?! SAD.

Spiderman 3

//EDIT
Sometimes God wants us to meet many wrong people
So that when the right one comes along, we will appreciate that person more.

2007-03-31T00:44:00.000+08:00

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2007-03-30T12:38:00.000+08:00

It seems that everything that's been going on in my life now is being planned out very nicely.
Warning: long entry ahead.

I would have gotten the CPF call centre job with Ho Ying if I hadn't gone to Bangkok for 4 days. I remembered feeling very pissed and not looking forward to the shopping trip (like wth? who doesn't look forward to BKK shopping trips?!) because I missed a really good opportunity to work with a friend.... And then also because of this Bangkok trip I couldn't get that SGH job that Lydia recommended to me because they got someone to fill the vacancy before I came back; and thus I missed another opportunity to work with a friend. :(

Was starting to give up on job searching and just slack the rest of my holidays away; however then right after meeting up with Lydia at PS and telling her how much I'd like to work in a hospital, CGH called me and asked me down for an interview the very next day. -.- How coincidental.... Lydia your words very powerful eh (Chris Sligh was also voted off American Idol yesterday, but anyway that's not the point). And then at the interview, there was also another girl trying out for the same job. I was 5 minutes late for the interview, didn't email them the resume form when I should have... but just because I told them I knew Excel (which I don't really know..) the boss decided to hire me instead of the other girl. -.-

Ok.. so then I got the CGH job and it became one of the best experiences I ever had. I feel so very fortunate to have such a nice first job experience, with wonderful colleagues and bosses, and I still go back to visit them from time to time because it's just SO near my house. (: And Ainah even personally made a bracelet and pair of earrings for me! Gosh. And the most surprising part is, now I'm tutoring their HR secretary's daughter AMaths and English. LOL. So I got a tuition job without approaching anyone or agency. And now I also have a dinner partner before I go for Jap classes at eastpoint every Tuesday, hahaha.

SO, life is pretty good now without a job. At least I'm earning some money with the tuition hmm. AND Wendy, Lydia and I are going to KL/Sunway Lagoon 11-13 April! NOW that's something to look forward, a holiday out of Singapore on our own! Hehh. Another thing to look forward would be the trip to USA/Canada when I visit my bro there woohoo. Going to spend 52 days there! Gosh I'm going to miss Singapore like hell, esp the food. Haha and yess friends as welll sigh. But I'm excited to get outta Singapore, to escape reality... Anyway this song was in loop since last night -

Marcos Hernandez - The Way I Do
Didn't wanna hold you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked
I can't fake it
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you
The way I do

I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountaintop all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look what you've done

Such a lovely song heh.

Anyway Swissotel's 70th floor Equinox bar is LOVE. Wonderful ambience, great music and service, amazing night view of Singapore from 70 storeys..... But abit expensive, ha. Wendy and Lyd I will bring u guys there one day! You guys will love it. Went there with Alethea and Clarissa wednesday night. Dedicated songs and the singer and pianist perform them live.. songs like Love Me by Colin Raye, All Out Of Love by Air Supply, That's Why You Go Away by MLTR. (: So romantic larh. Damn melancholic too.

And oh yah, laozhabor.blogspot.com is too HILARIOUS!

2007-03-22T19:15:00.000+08:00

DONE with stupid university applications. SMU is really troublesome. And I don't think I'll be going there anyway though; I will have a culture shock.

American Idol was fantastic last night. I absolutely LOVED Chris Richardson's and Jordin Sparks' performances yesterday. Thought the judges were too harsh and bias on Lakisha's performance because she chose a song that they didn't like. -.- Anyway I really like the song Chris sang.

Gerry & The Pacemakers - Don't Let The Sun Catch You Cryin'

Don't let the sun catch you cryin'
The night's the time for all your tears
Your heart may be broken tonight
But tomorrow in the morning light
Don't let the sun catch you cryin'

The night-time shadows disappear
And with them go all your tears
For the morning will bring joy
For every girl and boy
So don't let the sun catch you cryin'

We know that cryin's not a bad thing
But stop your cryin' when the birds sing
It may be hard to discover
That you've been left for another
But don't forget that love's a game
And it can always come again
Oh don't let the sun catch you cryin'
Don't let the sun catch you cryin', oh no
Oh, oh, oh

Borrowed DVDs recently and watched Step Up and Gosford Park. Really really good movies, both of them. :D So glad to have watched them. Nothing beats a good movie while it's raining outside, heh. Next up, The Prestige....

Anyway I'm addicted to Nodame Cantabile!

2007-03-18T13:06:00.000+08:00

The procrastinator in me has emerged again. I still haven't submitted any university applications! Now NTU biz/accountancy seems more appealing, but.... I guess my dream uni is still NUS? I don't know man. And my dilemma is between accountancy or business. How can people just choose between the two?! Argh. Both of them have absolutely NO relation to what we do in JC so I don't know which of them that I will be interested and do well in. What biology, chemistry? Gosh. And some people still encourage me to do pharmacy. -.- Decisions, decisions, decisions. Oh well, 2 more weeks before the application deadlines. =S I need good advice...

Yesterday was great. Met up with Clarissa, Alethea and Cheryl. I swear the whole Burger King was irritated by our laughter...

Anyway been listening to many feel-good songs recently with the likes of Jason Mraz, The Fray, The Feeling, Daniel Powter, John Mayor... :) Wendy should know, hahaa.

The Feeling - Never Be Lonely

People in love they're fast and foolish
People in love get everything wrong
People in love get scared and stupid
People in love get everything wrong

At least they're not lonely
At least they're not lonely
They'll never be lonely

B-b-b-baby
I think I'm going c-c-c-crazy
Why should I be sane without you (hahh)

They tell me to fight it
They can bloody well just try it
I'll never be the same without you (hahh)

People in love get special treatment
People in love get everything wrong
People in love their hearts get eaten
People in love get everything wrong

At least they're not lonely
At least they're not lonely
They'll never be lonely

2007-03-16T15:27:00.000+08:00

Been gym-ing of late with Wendy and Lydia because of this 1-week free trial at Planet Fitness. We even tried HOT yoga and it's not what you think. They really pushed up the temperature to 29deg in the room and we had to do yoga in there. Perspired liked hell inside, lol. And after that went treadmilling, and I actually finished 3km in 25 minutes! Kudos to me, although I still failed napfa, ha. But I haven't exercised that much for a long time ever since A'levels. Anyway this free trial thing really got my lazy butt away from my computer and now I'm more determined than ever to use the gym downstairs to the fullest, whoo.

Anyway recently I was packing the drawer full of photo albums and I realised my parents LOVED taking pictures of us when we were young. There were at least 20-30 albums man. Found some really cute ones.... I'm only going to put up a few 'cos there are too many.

Don't you think my brother is a pretty boy?!

I love my balloon.

And we are the balloon gang..

Me in my kindergarden uniform. Don't know what I was thinking in that picture though, LOL.

And leaving you with this masterpiece....

YAWN. Heh, tired larh. Goodnight :)

2007-03-11T19:51:00.000+08:00

The Fray - Look After You

If I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be My Baby
I'll look after you

There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you won't you, be the one I always know
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you

If ever there was a doubt
My love she leans into me
This most assuredly counts
She says most assuredly

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you
I'll look after you

It's always have and never hold
You've begun to feel like home
What's mine is yours to leave or take
What's mine is yours to make your own

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby

I'll look after you

2007-03-10T21:16:00.000+08:00

How can one feel so happy, yet so sad at the same time?

YES. I've decided which route I'm going to take. And that is Business School. But haven't decided between NUS or SMU. But gonna apply to all anyway. Today went to all 3 universities to check out their open houses with Lydia. Our journeys and experiences there were just damn hilarious. We got lost in SMU (didn't know the open house was at the administration building), had our ears blasted in the NTU shuttle bus because the speakers were just beside us and the guy had to shout into the mike... We even ate chicken rice on the bus (one whole packet each!) to Buona Vista from SMU, because we were rushing to NTU to catch a talk (which we still missed in the end -.-). But at least I gained some insight and enlightenment. And finally made my decision. That's the most important thing. NOW to apply. Hmmm, so mafan. -.- Shall apply another day, ha.

Last night Wendy and Lydia stayed over! Heh, and we made... fondue!

At first we were like wah-ing and gushing over how nice the chocolate tasted (it tasted really really good), but when we decided to add some water it became lumpy and started to look alot like shit so we lost our appetite. LOL. Nevertheless it was fun making the fondue and just fooling around. Slept at 3am and had to wake up around 9am today for the open house and I'm freeeeeeaking exhausted now. Open houses really take the life out of you, no joke. And the weather! Omg, I could feel my skin barbecuing under the scorching sun when we were walking to the various universities. -.-

Why does it feel so different now? =| Argh I think I had enough.

2007-03-06T22:07:00.000+08:00

SO my job contract at CGH has just ended. Having so many mixed feelings on leaving CGH and the amazingly nice people there. Sigh, it has been such a wonderful experience I don't know where to start; but I really loved my job there with Ainah and all. Though stressful and the occasional mistakes, the people there are awfully forgiving. Oh well, at least Marilyn from HR said if I had time to go back for any other temporary job during my vacation feel free to call her. The last 2 days had been really eventful and so, so fun. Felt so loved these 2 days. But good things always come to an end I guess. :(

Maybe I shall go back CGH after I submit my university application or something, ha.

2007-03-04T21:59:00.000+08:00

Conversations with Wendy and Lydia are always of a different league. Talking to them is so comfortable we can talk about anything under the sun, moon and sky. They took away whatever anxieties I had and I can simply pour out anything to them. Thank God for them. :)

Went to the Suntec career fair today. Nothing much except for some NTU brochures and interesting jobs. Had a korean dinner with them, and then the much loved chatting at the fountain. Its been ages since we did that and I'm so glad we got to do that today. Then bought chocolates from Candy Empire for my colleagues as 'farewell' gifts for next week, as my contract is ending next Tuesday. :( But anyhow, I'll definitely go back to visit sometime; and if there are still any temporary positions there when I finish making my decision and rest I really don't mind going back. But I seriously need a break to think for myself, and organise my priorities. There are still many things that I want to do that I haven't gone about to start on them. Like driving! And scuba-diving! Gosh.

Last 2 days of work. Hmmm. Hope these 2 days are good, haha.

/EDIT
Anyway I just watched Ugly Betty. Damn nice show! Ugly is the new beautiful. Haha. Actually she's not ugly at all man. :)

2007-03-03T21:43:00.000+08:00

Ok I don't really know why I just cried. Maybe I'm simply overwhelmed. My brain feels as if its about to explode. It's just, too many things happening at one time. Cannot take it man. I guess I'm just human. And anyhow, I'm relieved Clarissa replied me. Love that girl to bits and I'm so proud of her too.

Had a good lunch and retail therapy with Ho Ying today. It was great hanging out with her, we can just talk about anything under the sun. Bumped into Alethea and had a nice long chat after so long, which brought back numerous funny memories. What with sea cucumbers and icecream.. and this girl was in yesterday's Wan Bao and today's Zao Bao somemore. Superstar already larh, lol.

Been having sleepless nights of late. Can't seem to just plonk on the bed and immediately sleep soundly like before anymore, haha. I'll toss and turn and think about random and useless stuff. -.- Anyway I don't think I'll extend my work at CGH, I need time for myself and to make decisions. If time permits I'll look for another job with Clarissa. But it was an extremely wonderful experience nonetheless. :) Although it was just a month, I'll miss the people there terribly; especially Ainah who has become my godmother, lol.

Aiyah, I think it's that time of the month soon.

2007-03-03T09:21:00.000+08:00

Alright.. for anyone who's interested or concerned, here goes my unexpected results:

General Paper - A2
Mathematics - A
Biology - A
Chemistry - B

Very surprised for my Bio and GP results. Once again, thank God. It's a miracle larh. And I received the warmest well-wishes from everyone yesterday, thank you all. :)

2007-03-02T19:40:00.000+08:00

Thank GOD for my results. All glory goes to Him. That's all I can say. I really miss singing To God Be The Glory liked we always did in PL. :(

Having mixed feelings. Worried for friends. Why does it all have to depend on a dumb slip of paper?

Where have you gone, dear?

2007-03-01T18:08:00.000+08:00

SO. Doomsday's tomorrow. If I don't update this blog for a long time after tomorrow, you know how it went. LOL. Working half-day tomorrow somemore, I think I'll just go crazy. I hate making mistakes during work; luckily they forgave me because I'm just a temp. But the feeling still sucks. :(

Too many things on my mind. And I don't know if I can sleep tonight. But perhaps I'll still fall asleep because I'm simply exhausted today. HR asked me whether I want to extend my working period (my contract ends next Tue); but I really want my REST. Oh well see how my results are first. Not bad ah, work for 3 weeks only and some guy wants to treat me to lunch on Monday. And that guy's NOT my boss -.- AHHH. Too many things too many things on my mind I feel as if it's going to explode. But good to keep busy before results day so I won't think so much la hur. Thank God for the NICE people in my job hee.

And to dear Lydia, S06-ers and EVERYONE getting their results tomorrow:
ALL THE BEST!!!

And no matter what the results, always remember Jeremiah 29:11:
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

2007-02-25T16:01:00.000+08:00

Isn't this picture cool? It's not photoshopped or anything like that; my brother actually took this while on his holiday break in New York. I like this picture. :) His photography skills have definitely improved alot since he went to Canada, haha. There are still many other photos in his album that blew me away, but I'm just too lazy to save and upload all of them here. :P

The day is gradually approaching. Results day, that is. As I was reading some of my ex-classmates' blogs, I'm beginning to feel the jitters. Actually I was not bothered at all until I read their entries. Hmm I haven't had nightmares of results day yet, (like the ones I had before O'Level results day) but boy whenever I think of that day I get immediate goosebumps. But I guess what's done is done, and all we can only do now is to pray and leave it all to Him. :)

2007-02-23T23:21:00.000+08:00

Where are we? What the hell is going on?
The dust has only just begun to fall,
Crop circles in the carpet, sinking, feeling.
Spin me round again and rub my eyes.
This can't be happening.
When busy streets a mess with people
would stop to hold their heads heavy.

Hide and seek.
Trains and sewing machines.
All those years they were here first.

Oily marks appear on walls
Where pleasure moments hung before.
The takeover, the sweeping insensitivity of this
still life.

Hide and seek.
Trains and sewing machines. (Oh, you won't catch me around here)
Blood and tears,
They were here first.

Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that you only meant well? Well, of course you did.
Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that it's all for the best? Ah of course it is.
Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that it's just what we need? And you decided this.
Mmm what you say?
What did she say?

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I dont believe you.
You don't care a bit. You don't care a bit.

Imogen Heap - Hide And Seek

Been a long time since I put up song lyrics in my blog. But I really really LOVE this song by Imogen Heap. I remember it was one of the songs in You Think You Can Dance, and its one of those songs that just makes you.. think about life. Cliche but true. Where are we? Why are we even here in this place, this world? Are we all simply trying to find that little light amidst all this darkness in the world? Or are we only able to rummage through those rare blissful memories at the same time trapped in a bleak present and future?

Anyway, visited Joo's blog, heard Mika's Grace Kelly and I'm totally addicted. :D Haa. I just love his sound, brightens up anyone's day. :) I'm also addicted to XXXHOLiC, an anime. Just watched finish the last episode, bet its going to be a hit if a drama serial or movie comes out on it. Oh gosh I'm just intrigued by all these amazing stuff that Japanese can think and imagine up, heh. And OH YEAH, Mayday's latest album rocks. I'm definitely going to their concert if they come to Singapore this year. Just hope their tix are not that expensive.

So far work has been alright. Stressful, but quite fun because I get to talk random topics with random people. Hah, that's what you get for being a receptionist. But you have to keep smiling. Smile smile smile.. that's why my mentor says that you cannot have mood swings if you are at the reception or else there'll be lots of 'feedbacks' aka complaints. Ok.. payday soon. Muahah, although I haven't worked much because of the CNY hols. Ah, I feel a fever coming.. Sigh! I want to see the flowers at Sentosa!

/EDIT
FINALLY NARUTO FILLERS HAVE ENDED!!!!! Oh gosh I'm freaking excited for Shippuuden! Watched the 1st 3 episodes already and they are AWESOME. Super nostalgic. :) LOVE Naruto and esp Kakashi! Ahhhhh

2007-02-14T21:24:00.000+08:00

SO, my 1st day of work at CGH. What can I say........ tiring? entertaining? interesting? stressful?

But I know that I've been teased about my 'dice' earrings twice (my interviewer said I should go into the IR casino business in the future), saw a real mortuary for the 1st time (AND he says he goes there most of the time to chill because its the most 'peaceful' place nobody disturb), witnessed a customer complaining about ward food and threatening to call SPH and reporters to come, franking and sorting mails for the 1st time...

Anyway, being a receptionist alone is freaking STRESSFUL. Have to call this person, call that person, remember dept numbers, remember where the depts are situated, entertain irritated patients.. eeeeks it's HELL. Luckily I'm doing office duty tomorrow morning, but going to be receptionist again in the noon.. Sigh! Hope tomorrow will be a better day. Working life sucks la, unless you're in sales or retail I guess. Anyway I like my badge! Don't know if I can keep it after I'm done with CGH. Heh. Hope I can. And the people at CGH are horribly NICE.. (except maybe that one old grumpy secretary =p) Especially that lady who comes to collect the mail who liked my earrings haha. And the receptionist in charge of me has become my 'mom', and my supervisor my 'dad'. Wow, on the 1st day they already made me their daughter -.- And the man who interviewed me the previous day is really funny, today he showed me around the hospital, telling me what food is nice and purposely brought me to the mortuary.. :)

But I still don't want to work already. :( LOL. Nvm... it's going to be just 1 month. Phew! To show you how much I love my badge, here goes:

Anyway, HAPPY VDAY! <3 <3 all around..

P/S. I've finished the whole series of OURAN! OMG its one of the nicest anime I've watched (though I haven't watched many =p) TAMAKI~~

/EDIT
Found this SUPER HILARIOUS video of Jiro lip-syncing to some song.. OMGGG MUST-watch!!

2007-01-29T21:01:00.000+08:00

EVERYONE SHOULD WATCH HANA KIMI!!!! Seriously. Go watch on either youtube or crunchyroll or just wait for Channel U to broadcast this series. The best Taiwan drama I've watched. Sooooo many eyecandies. Ella is so cute, Wu Zun darn handsome, but Tang Yu Zhe and JIRO are OMG the CUTEST. Sighhh how come many hamsum guys in one show?!! Can watch until nosebleed. HAHAHA, kidding. Found Jiro's blog and Wu Zun's blog. Heh. But really la, see Jiro's blog pictures can nosebleed LOL. But Wu Zun's blog more interesting to read, that's also because he has English translation so easier to read. So sad only 15 episodes, I only finished 10 because the series haven't ended in Taiwan.

Talking about Hana Kimi, I'm going to learn JAP! YES, signed up for basic jap classes. Muahaha. Unbelievable right. Starting in Feb. Don't know how it's going to be, hmm, hope its fun. And I'm going to Bangkok the day after tomorrow, woohoo. And I BETTER get a job after I come back. Feel so guilty spending my parents' money. Hope HPB calls me soon. -fingers crossed- So sad I can't start immediately, everyone seems to want immediate starters -.- can't they wait till Feb?!

Oh yeah, on a random note I watched King and The Clown. Total gay-ness and Lee Junki's just like a girl in there, darn pretty somemore. But it's pretty interesting show, heh. Find that nowadays more and more shows seem to promote gay-ness, even Hana Kimi -.-

2007-01-26T12:44:00.000+08:00

I find that I'm updating here even lesser now when I'm so free, than during the critical A'Level period. Such an irony. When we are so caught up in studies and work, we feel like slacking, and now when we've got so much time to rest and slack, we feel like working. At least that's how I feel now. Been falling sick now and again, and now I have this horrible cough with phlegm choking up my windpipe it's hard to sleep and breathe.

Anyway, it's pretty hard for me to find a job now anyway since they are all looking for immediate starters, and I'm going off to Bangkok next Wednesday to Sat. LOL. Could have gotten this CPF job at Tampines building with Ho Ying, but in the end heard the job was cheap labour and exploitative. Slaves for the govt. -.- But so much for being thrifty and all. I'm going to work my butt off from Feb to April before I leave for US and Canada to visit my brother. (YES!!!! At last) I want to visit the Niagara Falls.. the NY Times Square and the bustling cities.. the themeparks and Disneyworld.. So I hope to get the SGH job with Lydia when I come back from BKK! Actually I've always wanted to work in a hospital, to experience the worklives of nurses and doctors like in Greys' Anatomy LOL. But of course there wouldn't be as many scandals, haa.

Argh, my computer is being such a nuisance these days. It keeps flickering and changing color, so now I can't really see what I'm typing so pardon any typing errors if there are any. Been spending alot of time with my mom these days and loving it. Haven't been spending time with her when she was working and I having the Alevels, so this is the best time to just hang out and talk talk talk. :D Our conversations can be quite interesting sometimes.

Oh yeah, yesterday I watched Pan's Labyrinth with Lydia! Wow, it was a really amazing movie, no wonder critics gave it 5 stars and it won Best Foreign Film. Though it was in Spanish all the way, I still could immerse myself into the story anyway. Kudos to the young actress. Everyone should go catch it if they love fantasies like LOTR. Pretty dark and violent, but it balanced out with a good ending :) The movie only lasted 1hour plus though, left me and Lydia wanting to watch more movies. Next up, Illusionist? Heh.

And I'm also addicted to Naruto and Bleach, sigh! And this darn computer is giving me withdrawal symptoms because I can't watch them now! Oh well, shall rent DVDs later, ha. And I watched finish the Kdrama My Girl. A hilarious and super duper sweet series. Reminds me a lil of Samsoon. And I officially love Lee Jun Ki now. HAHA. Don't know who's he? Go check it out yourself :P

2007-01-16T23:42:00.000+08:00

Muse concert experience described in 2 words: AMAZING, -LY DANGEROUS. When we reached there at 530pm (the concert starts at 8pm), there was a super-duper long queue already. Almost 6500 people packed into Fort Canning Part = HAVOC. Screaming, jumping, pushing, trampling, body surfing, sweaty and inconsiderate people.. OMG. My handphone main button actually came off. -.- But Muse was FANTASTIC, performed my favourites such as Starlight, Hurricane and Butterflies (the piano by Matt Bellamy was AMAZING, ahhh), New Born, Time Is Running Out, Stockholm Syndrome (that song is ringing in my head still)... Just that the mike was quite muffled so half the time we only heard screaming and shrieking from the crowd and the guitars and bass. And it was GREAT to see Cheow Joo and Shimin again! :) Pretty girls. Haha. Ok! Here goes the best pictures I could take of Muse with my lousy handphone, heh.

Before dark..

Matt Bellamy on the piano!

Thought this picture was the BEST. Good lighting, Bellamy in the middle looking like a star.. :D

All in all, the $87 was worth it. But now I can't hear properly for the next few days. MUSE PLEASE COME BACK SOON!

And oh yeah, the previous day I had stomach flu. :( So couldn't go Siti's chalet.. like !!! So wasted. Nvm, going to meet up with them soon with DES!!! She finally returns from Indo and Aussie.. :) Can't wait, heh.

/EDIT
Ok, am now suffering from post-Muse syndrome and fever. Arghh. Someone save me. Ok, shall listen to more Stockholm Syndrome.

2007-01-14T15:00:00.000+08:00

Oh gosh... I can't believe I'm 19!!! Old woman already. -sulks-

But anyway thanks to EVERYONE who made my 19th birthday a BLAST and it was definitely a very special and memorable one for me; albeit the simple but super duper sweet SMS-es after 12 midnight.. those who specially called to wish me a Happy Birthday.. and the wonderful people who travelled all the way down to Simei (my place) for the BBQ!! :D :D :D I still can't imagine Cheryl coming down from BOON LAY. Ok anyway, special thanks to those who came!! Siti, Ho Ying, Amaria, Cheryl, Phyllis, Tiffany Su, Sabrina, May, and last but definitely not least, my BELOVED HOTBEANS (you know who you are). LOVE YOU ALL! It felt like a huge reunion, haha. I guess I just fulfilled my 2007 resolution no. 6! And also, my FANTABULOUS Mum and Dad who helped me so much in the cooking and preparations for the BBQ; words cannot describe how fortunate I am to have my parents.

And THANK GOD for keeping the rain away for the whole evening!! It seemed like a miracle considering that the past day had been raining cats and dogs and the weather forecast predicted rain too. Haha, God works in the most amazing ways. Without further ado, here are some pictures..

Thanks to Lydia's GREAT photography skills! (she must be flying now..)

EVERYONE! :D

Never received so many presents in one go before @_@
And they bought me SUSPENDERS!!!! AHHHHH! :D
-hurries to strike out wishlist-

Such a lovely birthday + such great company = unforgettable. :) And Hot Chicks, we still must MUST meet up!!! Missed you guys ALOT. And time sure flies; Boonlong, Weekeat and Kaixiang have already enlisted... hope army turns out fine! You guys will be dearly MISSED by S06!

Anyway....... MUSE IN 2 DAYS! OMG OMG CAN'T WAIT! Btw Joo, how do I contact you? (haha ok it rhymes -.-)

/EDIT
Heard A'Level results are coming out 28th Feb. =S

2006-12-31T15:31:00.000+08:00

It's a bitch convincing people to like you
If I stop now call me a quitter
If lies were cats you'd be a litter
Pleasing everyone isnt like you
Dancing jigs until I'm crippled
Slug ten drinks I won't get pickled
I've got to hand it to you
You play for all the same rules
It takes the truth to fool me
And now you've make me angry

I can't decide whether you should live or die
Oh you'll probably go to heaven
Please don't hang your head and cry
No wonder why my heart feels dead inside
Cold and Hard and petrified
Lock the doors and close the blinds
I'm going for a ride

Oh I could throw you in the lake,
Or feed you poisoned birthday cake,
I wont deny I'm gonna miss you when you're gone
Oh I could bury you alive
But you might crawl out with a knife
And kill me when I'm sleeping that's why.

Scissor Sisters - I Can't Decide

Found the lyrics of this song really funny, especially the last verse; and its happy tune is such an irony.

Once again we reach the end of another year. End of 2006, on to 2007. Brand new year, brand new start, brand new set of challenges. But why don't I feel anything? I don't know whether I should feel excited, or sad, or anxious, or... Maybe I just feel ambivalent (as taught by Toh Toh). Maybe the reason I feel nothing is because I don't have school on 3rd Jan. Muahahah. So it continues to feel like a holiday. Hmmm. A simple countdown this year, I also don't really feel like welcoming 2007 with a big bang. 2007 just means I'm going to be one year older. (n..i..n..e..t..e..e.....) Darn its so difficult to even spell that out. AH whatever, I feel like I'm going to become an old hag with dark eye rings and winkles and a pancake face. -.-

Anyway, should I do a set of New Year resolutions even though I never fulfil them? Ok I shall. Here goes:

1. Become more involved in church, go for mission trip '07, join the music and evangelistic ministry and get back to playing that organ! (A'levels has turned me rusty.. :( )

2. Exercise! Get healthy! Eat less carbo! Slim down to 42kg! Get rid of thunder thighs, pancake face...

3. Never promise anything that I'm not sure that I can fulfil.

4. More family time, now that my bro's overseas I have a duty to keep my parents company so they don't feel lonely :P

5. Be more careful and thrifty with money (now I seem to be spending money like drinking water.. post-christmas sales you see)

6. Spend more time with friends :) And get in touch with peeps whom I haven't met for a long long time..

7. Cope and do well in school (university I hope), listen in lectures, take notes blah blah

8. Pick up at least one new skill! (eg. driving, scuba-diving etc) or do something daring eg. bungee jumping, backpacking..

9. Participate in more community-involvement programmes like OCIP!

10. A fun-filled, eventful, meaningful and enjoyable 2007 :D

YAY done. Shall review it again on 31st Dec 2007. If this blog still exists. Alright 2007, BRING IT ON! And HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE READING THIS!!

/EDIT

Forgot to mention, bought these 2 books from MPH yesterday. :) Because they were on discount! The Time Traveler's Wife and Inheritance of Loss. I saw Mitch Albom's For One More Day, but it was $32.90! Gosh, expensive book. Anyway I heard these two books are really good.. can't wait to start on them! :D

And I can't believe I cried when my brother called from Canada. I guess I just missed him too much. :(

2006-12-29T10:16:00.000+08:00

So after a week of gruelling shopping for bags, passport holders, winter clothings and whatnots, my brother has flown off last night to Canada for his overseas attachment. 6 months! Quite a long period of time, but everyone at the airport were saying that time will just fly past. And I guess it does, here I am completed with my JC life and going on to university already. I feel damn old. And it doesn't help much that my birthday is just next month. :'( I'm an OLD old hag. Anyway, it was heartwarming seeing all the church people there last night, joking with my brother that he'll bring a Canadian girlfriend back and all.. and just being there for him despite the rain and travelling distance. Then Bro Matt prayed for us, and my mom actually cried after his prayer, lol. It was pretty emotional although we were all trying to put on smiling faces for my brother. Especially when he went through the departure gates and we were all at the glasspane waving as many times as we could. Oh well, I'll miss you alot, bro :)

Anyway had a stayover Christmas party with the Hotbeans at Weilin's place on the 26th. :D Slept at 5am in the end, but that's what stayovers are for right? Watched Final Destination and the lamest and very disturbing Date Movie. Played pool, games, ice breakers though we didn't need any icebreaking, gift exchange (I loved my gift, Eliz! And hope you liked mine too ;)) and food food FOOD! Alright, shall let the pictures do the talking :)

Our logcake! :D

Gift exchange :)

Yay, I LOVE you guys to bits!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 A heart for each one of you! LOL, ok lame.

P/S. To Wendy and Lydia, I'm so SO sorry about last night. I know it isn't the first time, and I promise there won't be a next time alright? I will check properly before promising you guys anything.. Its all my fault :( Forgive me pls?

2006-12-16T21:15:00.000+08:00

I'm EXHILARATED. Why? Because MUSE IS FINALLY COMING TO SINGAPORE!! And I've bought their tix!!

At an early bird price of $85. Concert price would be at $110. :D :D Ahhh I'm so excited for the concert. I'm sure it's gonna be a BLAST and worth every dollar. Joo, if you're reading this can I come along with ya for the concert? Because none of my close friends are fans of Muse.. :(

And.. I've also bought my favourite ADIDAS jacket!

It was love at first sight.. heh. Saw it with Wendy at Suntec last week and couldn't stop thinking about it. So I bought it today! Heh.

The last 2 nights were spent at class chalet. :D Really a fun-filled time of chatting, playing cards and charades all night long, watching DVDs... got to know the class people much more. :) Thought the first night was lovely.. Vera and I went down to the beach for a walk and there were so many stars that night! Then we saw not 1, not 2, but FOUR shooting stars! OMG. Hurriedly made a wish on the 2nd shooting star, haha. I've never seen a shooting star before, so I feel damn lucky to have seen 4 that night! And then had a drink with the other girls at the Blue Hut, drank Barcadi lime and Kesther became drunk just drinking 1/5 of it LOL. The next night was the BBQ, was kinda nice to see Mrs Gay after quite some time.. but seeing her reminds me of the A'Level results. =S Watched Silent Hill, very exciting show but got cut off at the end because the player couldn't read the DVD anymore -.- So didn't get to watch the ending. But such a pity we didn't get to cycle! Even wanted overnight cycling but due to rain the first day and waking up super late the next day, we couldn't. Oh welllll hope there's a next time! We should have more class gatherings.. FUN!

Last Wednesday Wendy, Lydia and I went to the zoo. Haven't been to the zoo since primary school I think, we saw Jean Danker! When we were having a break and eating Ben and Jerry's. :D I LOVE Ben and Jerry's. Anyway we saw my favourite PENGUINS!

Super duper cute these birds are.. reminds me of HAPPY FEET! And saw one penguin that kept yawning and almost topple over, hilarious! But it was a rainy day man, couldn't watch the Animal Friends show because of the rain! :( I think I have a love-hate relationship with the rain. I love it when it rains when I'm snuggled up in bed with a good book; but abhore it when I'm out without an umbrella or in a really bad mood. The rain kinda foreshadows my mood.. often I find that it rains whenever I'm grumpy, heh.

Anyway, we also found a hardworking crocodile.

The MUGGER crocodile. LOL. Doesn't look very hardworking though. And I got so wuliao at the Fragile Forest that I chased these ducks along the whole trek.

These ducks have got to be the most spoilt ducks ever. They didn't even try to fly away or escape when I chased them. They just waddled faster when I walked faster, and then waddled slower when I slowed down. -.- Lazy things, lol. And found this sign cute..

Kangaroo Crossing! Wanted to feed them, but had to pay $5 for the food so we decided not to, heh. Another of my favourite animals! :) I remember feeding baby kangaroos with milk bottles in Australia a long time ago and that's when I fell in love with them, haha. And then we fed the pigs too!

When I see them I think of pork. Talking about pork, I finally ate at New York New York with Wendy last Tue! :D PORK LASAGNA. One of their bestsellers and it's very good.

And then we met up with Lydia that night for Marina steamboat! :D That girl just came back from Japan that day, reminds me of last year when I went. I miss Japan and Taiwan SO so much still, sigh. I want to go back! -sobs. Nvm, shall wait for Bangkok with family and Genting with Wendy and Lydia next year! :D I just LOVE holidays..... ok, who doesn't?

And... THE CHRISTMAS SPIRIT IS IN THE AIR! Now its time to remind ourselves of what Christmas is really all about.. the birth of our Savior and a time of thanksgiving and joy with family! :D I just love hearing the wonderful Christmas carols everywhere and seeing the light-ups in town and the sense of celebration lingering everywhere..

Christmas isn't Christmas till it happens in your heart :)

Alright, this is one loooong entry. I find that I get bored really easily. Like now. I better find a job for next year soon! Most prolly going to Wingtai to look for a job or perhaps some admin job if I want a better pay. But I think I'm going more for the experience rather than for the moolah. :) And I better get my driving license SOON! Shall go read finish my library book now, they are due tomorrow! Guess I gotta re-loan one of them..

2006-12-09T08:29:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK FROM TAIWAN!

And suffering from post-Taiwan syndrome. :`( I miss Taiwan already!! Actually more of the people in my tourgroup rather than the country; such as the super-juai tourguide (his name is actually Xiao Cai a.k.a. small vegetable), the crazy boys (in which the craziest eventually became my godbro!), the two girls I hang out with the most when shopping and at the themepark, the sweet old couples.. actually simply everyone in the tour. In my opinion, Xiao Cai's one of the best tourguides ever. Its really difficult to put everything that happened during the past 7 days down in words, but I gotta say I became much more independent the past few days because there was only me and my mother! We were the only family without men in the tour. We had to carry and take care of our heavy luggages, watch out for ourselves when crossing the road (Taiwan roads are crazy), make sure we leave nothing behind after checking out every hotel.. but it was pretty fun touring with my mother. Though we get on each other's nerves once in a while, haha but that's normal la. I think the tour would be very different if my dad and bro came along. And oh yeah, I think I spoke the most amount of chinese ever in my life during the past 7 days. Even my mom agrees, LOL.

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If you look like Jolin Tsai or just interested in this pirated version of Jay Chou above, feel free to comment below! LOL. This is my godbro! :D How did he become my godbro? He simply asked my mother out of a sudden if she could be his godma and so ta-daa, he become my gan di. He loves to sing Xiao Wei, but it is strongly adviseable to put on your ear-plugs whenever he does that. He loves to go Woo! in your face, stand beside you a long time until you notice him, shake his butt when catwalking down the street and then turn back to give that 'sexy' look to seduce you, dance with his handphone blasting music, wave at you randomly..... so with him around you'll never be bored that I can assure you. But gotta admit, he's a super sweet guy, always offering to carry shopping bags and even following me upstairs to get my mother's watch. A really good gan didi! Hee. Proud to have him as my godbro.

Anyway, I'll just sum up the whole tour by putting down what I'll miss most about the trip :)
I'll miss the whole pigging out thing (eat, sleep on the bus, eat again, back to the bus)
I'll miss the karaoke sessions on the bus (though my godbro's version of Xiao Wei was horrible, lol)
I'll definitely miss the shopping
I'll miss the Taiwan snacks! (mua chee, oyster mee sua, delicious fishball soup, icecream peanut popiah.. ahh just all of them)
I'll miss the colourful streets
I'll miss hanging out with the jiemeis
I'll miss the lovely wind and Genting-like weather
I'll miss all the lame jokes shared with the boys and girls in the grp
I'll miss the super cute and pretty 2-yr old girl in the tourgrp
I'll miss the swimming 'teaching' and competition session during our stay at Dao Ming Si's house
I'll miss the hot spring!
I'll miss Xiao Cai
I'll miss my godbrother and his family

AH.. a truly unforgettable trip. :) Am now trying very hard to adapt to S'pore again. Thank goodness the weather is cooling now, heh. We are very lucky, because right after we visited Chiufen and the Taroke Gorge, Taiwan banned entry into these places because it was too dangerous. There was even a tour bus accident in Chiufen during our trip. Thanks to our amazing driver, we came out all safe and sound. Overall, thank God for bringing us all back to S'pore in one piece!

Taiwan elections are today! Hee, came back just before their elections. There were banners and posters EVERYWHERE during our trip. And we even saw firecrackers! They are legal in Taiwan. Learnt alot about Taiwan's history and politics too. Using 马 from 马英九 + 扁 from 陈水扁 = 骗 , heh. If you can't see the chinese words I was saying using Ma from Ma YingJiu + Bian from Chen Shui Bian = Pian (bluff)

Alright! PICTURES SOON! Imagestation is giving problems, RAH!!

/EDIT
Photos up at flickr! :) Click on the first photo to start viewing and don't use slideshow if you wanna know about the places visited alright?

Click HERE for the photos!

2006-12-02T12:15:00.000+08:00

Just a very short post:

Am now in Changi Airport using their FREE internet access! HAHA. Am flying off to Taiwan soon.. :) So... Don't MISS me! Hope I come back in one piece, heh. Meanwhile you guys take care :D Loves!

2006-11-30T22:57:00.000+08:00

"Vanity of vanities, all is vanity." Ecclesiastes 1:2

For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?

Just came home from my uncle's funeral service. Its amazing how God works in us sometimes. My uncle accepted Christ only 3 days before his death. On Friday, He accepted Christ in front of us and agreed to be baptised. And then he passed away peacefully on Monday. He has been visiting the temple all his life, and the fact that he readily agreed to be baptised was a surprise. Thank God. :) He works in the most incomprehensible ways. However it was heartbreaking to see my auntie today. She had a stroke earlier this year and is paralysed on one side. When I held her hand and she struggled to smile, I thought about how difficult it is for her to accept her husband's sudden passing away now whatmore with her condition. But she is a strong woman; I'll always remember her lovely smile and hearty laughs whenever we visit for CNY.

Its a sad topic, but to be reminded of where my uncle is now is really heartwarming and a blessing! :) Just pray that my granny would accept Christ soon too.

Prom came and went just like that. All the preparations and all into that night.. paid off! Everyone looked GREAT! Even the guys; first time seeing some effort put into their attire haha ;p and the girls, woah, gorgeous! Ritz food kinda sucked, but at least the programme made up for it! Rod Monterio was the emcee! Hilarious. Prom king was expected, haha. Dashing, la. And hey, how come our table so suay one. The next table beside us kept winning instead of us! LOL.

Anyway watched Happy Feet the previous day. Aww, Mambo's super cute! Just look at him!

This movie's worth watching because its not a mere cartoon movie and that it has cute penguins, but it also touches on many important issues such as discrimination and the environment. I give it... 4 out of 5 popcorns! That's damn good already, haha.

Finding my heartsong :) Taiwan in..... 2 DAYS!!!!

2006-11-26T22:37:00.000+08:00

I'm HAPPY today! Why? Because of this:

And this:

'Nuff said. Going out with Clarissa tomorrow! FINALLY. That busy girl. Going to watch Happy Feet muahah.

/EDIT
Finished watching the movie Closer. Recommended by Jiesi eons ago, thanks dearie! I loved it. The songs, script, plot, Jude Law (haha), just everything. :)

I'm gonna rent more DVDs, heh.

2006-11-23T22:08:00.000+08:00

OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER A'LEVELS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!!!

Haha, just had to do this. Damn, it just took a 'lil too long to end. Was slacking already before Bio MCQ. Anyway Bio MCQ was trickier than I thought, but I guess managed to pull it off. HECK its over! Gonna burn my entry proof like I did with my O'level one. Or perhaps I should frame it up just for the sense of accomplishment. Ok, whatever!

Went Sentosa and Vivo today! (finally the sua-ku me visits vivo) Window-shop eat pictures.... Oh I love the huge Forever21. YAY going to Vivo again with Wendy and Lyd on SAT! Can't wait. Then headed to Sentosa; had fun playing with Shulin at the slide/see-saw/trampoline floats at palawan beach.... Was supposed to pay $5 but in the end the guy let us play for free, omg. FUN FUN!

OK this is the START of liberation. I better make full use of it. YES I WILL! Taiwan taiwannn.....here I come! I shall get a job.... next year muahahaa.

The aftermath of the A's:

2006-11-21T16:06:00.000+08:00

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Bridge:
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

I am yours.

Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cause I am yours.
I am yours.

Casting Crowns - Who Am I

Lovely song :) You can listen to it in the video above. I'm already in holiday mood OMG. Still have one paper, Bio MCQ on thurs but I'm already shopping, looking at youtube videos all day, contemplating whether to buy Playstation just for FFXII which looks DAMN good.. Ashe is so pretty! Tempting me to cut my hair short again. Perhaps I'll do that after rebonding or something. :) Ah, I'm still not done with prom shopping. And boots are freaking expensive in S'pore! Gosh oh well, shall buy wedgies instead haha. Hope I can find nice ones soooon; prom is next Wed already!

Trailer for FFXII (warning: SPOILERS)

So you can see how pretty Ashe is! :P And I love the song too!

Anyway looking back, everything feels so surreal. I've almost finished my 3rd major exam in my 12 years of the education system. PSLE, O'Levels, and now A'levels.. Seems like my life is full of stress -.- Oh well it's all going to be OVER! Or it seems to be over to me already..

Ok, can't wait for Thurs paper to be DONE and FINISHED! :D

2006-11-18T08:57:00.000+08:00

Haha, I think they are going to be my reason for watching Project Superstar. They have this unique thing to them which I likee. Haven't really heard their singing yet; but hope they are good! :)

And.... this IS my reason for watching Prison Break! (other than for the amazing plot and characters)

Gosh he looks so good here. Although his facial expression in the show is usually this:

AH, but he's still goodlooking here anyway. ;P

OK, and BIO PLEASE BE NICEEEE! Still haven't finished reading a chapter of Bio option!! Been addicted to spree, spree and more SPREES! Shiate. But got a lot of cheap buys, thanks to Shining Nana! LOL! Ok, sheesh can't believe I woke up so early for this. Anyway, 2 more papersss to FREEDOM!

Ok, BREAKFAST time :D

2006-11-14T19:24:00.000+08:00

YESSS. Only 3 more to go! Chem, Bio, Bio.. Persevere! :)

You Are An INFJ

The Protector

You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.
Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.
You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience.
You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them.

You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.

What's Your Personality Type?

Ok, interesting.. but what's 'alternative medicine guru'?!

Anyway, so far papers have been alright. Not fantastic, not horrible, but alright. Just hope I don't screw any of the remaining papers! Heard Physics was tough, but everyone taking Physics don't be disheartened! I'm sure they'll moderate yeh. Chemistry is surprisingly much easier than the past years', thank God. :D Anyway had a mini celebration for Vera and Jiat Yue after Chem paper.. Hope you guys like the present and cake! ;)

And I absolutely LOVE this song by Keane. They even sound so good live. Am now contemplating to buy their album..

I don't want to be adored
Don't want to be first in line
Or make myself heard
I'd like to bring a little light
To shine a light on your life
To make you feel loved

No, don't want to be the only one you know
I want to be the place you call home

I lay myself down to make it so
But you don't want to know
I give much more than I'd ever ask for

Will you see me in the end?
Or is it just a waste of time
Trying to be your friend?
Just shine, shine, shine
Shine a little light
Shine a light on my life
And warm me up again

Keane - Hamburg Song

2006-11-12T20:16:00.000+08:00

Introducing MY HOUSE! :D

Haha, drew it on Drawahouse.com; now you know why I don't take art. Its supposed to be a house by the sea, heh.
So according to my 'masterpiece'..

Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. We also see that you are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. You don't think much about yourself.

Anyway sang this song in church service today. :) How appropriate at this trying time.. when we forget Him and choose to carry all our burdens on ourselves instead of trusting them all in His care.

What a friend we have in Jesus,
all our sins and griefs to bear!
What a privilege to carry
everything to God in prayer!
O what peace we often forfeit,
O what needless pain we bear,
all because we do not carry
everything to God in prayer

Are we weak and heavy laden,
cumbered with a load of care?
Precious Savior, still our refuge
take it to the Lord in prayer
Do thy friends despise, forsake thee?
Take it to the Lord in prayer!
In His arms He'll take and shield thee
thou wilt find a solace there.

It's an old hymn sung many times; but when singing it today, the words suddenly seemed even more meaningful.

2006-11-09T21:24:00.000+08:00

Yay, now I can throw away all my GP and Maths stuff! (hopefully I'll not need them next year that is.. =S) Been a CRAZY week and I'm pretty much exhausted. Esp. today because I couldn't sleep last night; that time of the month always gives me insomia, moreover with the stress. Ok so far I haven't seriously screwed any papers yet; and yes, its times like these you really feel that God is with you, and the power of prayer. :D Am starting to have some hope in TPJC, because reason no.1: For Bio paper 2, two of our prelim essay questions actually came out! And reason no. 2: Surprisingly A'level biochem option was similar to our prelims! With the complementary base-pairing etc. So yeah, our school's not that hopeless :P

4 more papers to go! How time flies..

Anyway Josh Groban's new album is out! Can't wait to get it.. :) Love his voice, his songs... I have his other 2 albums as well and both are really good!

Ok, been watching youtube videos of OK Go. Gosh, I LOVE their songs and dancing! We should all learn this dance and try it at clubs or something

This song is really GOOD (but the video makes me dizzy..)

And seriously this is worth watching..

Ok, I'm officially an OK Go FAN now..

Alright OFF to watch Prison Break! :)

/EDIT
Forgot to mention, watched this show last Friday night.. and gosh, the tears simply flowed like a spoilt water tap by the end of the show.. Its so tragic! :(

2006-11-02T21:13:00.000+08:00

Been a long time since I've blogged. Don't know why but it seems like I've lost motivation for it yet I'm still blog-hopping, and fascinating about how some people can have such interesting lives, and then I look at my life now: books, papers, no social life and even when I go out for meals I feel guilty-conscious. Alright 2 papers down, 8 more to go! 4 more days before the next papers, and next week is chaotic. I don't even want to think about it. Why must Bio paper2 clash with Maths?!

Anyway GP was alright, just hope I have enough points for my essay and didn't go out of point. I did on How far is Singapore prepared for future crises, while majority did technology because it was quite general I guess. Paper 2, I spent quite a long time on summary and couldn't finish AQ (again), urgh. The passage was on Freedom, and was surprisingly quite interesting, about personal freedom. But couldn't find stuff to disagree for AQ, blah.

Yang Sisters is just hilariousssss. Today's episode about Melvin being adopted and the feng shui way of 'making babies' is damn funny. I've never laughed so hard in a long time.

And All My Life by KC and Jojo has got to be the best song ever. Gives me the chills whenever I listen to it. The lyrics are just super duper sweet..

I will never find another lover sweeter than you
Sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover more precious than you
More precious than you
Girl you are..
Close to me just like my mother,
Close to me just like my father,
Close to me just like my sister,
Close to me just like my brother,
And you are the only one my everything
And for you this song I sing..

All my life
I prayed for someone like you
And I thank God
That I..that I finally found you
All my life
I prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

Said I promise to never fall in love with a stranger
You're all I'm thinking of
I praise the Lord above
For sending me your love
I cherish every hug
I really love you so much

You're all that I ever know,
When you smile all my Face always seems to glow,
You turned my life around,
You picked me up when I was down,
You're all that I've ever known,
When you smile my face glows
You picked me up when I was down
Say...You're all that I've ever known
When you smile my face glows
You picked me up when I was down
And I hope that you
Feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

KC and Jojo - All My Life

2006-10-28T18:03:00.000+08:00

Life is too fragile. In yesterday's Home section of Straits Times, splashed on the first page was an article on a 16-year old boy who was found dead in his bed when his family gave him a birthday surprise in the morning.

His mother's my violin teacher. The anguish and shock the family experienced can never be comprehended. It was a really tragic death. Sigh. I even remembered once she asked me and Mildred to find a geography 10-yr series for him in Popular and now.. he's passed away. Although he's not directly related to me, its still really heartbreaking to hear this news. Really pray that her family will recover soon.. although its gonna take some time.

Anyway this song by Christina Aguilera really touching. Its about her relationship with her father.

Seems like it was yesterday
When I saw your face
You told me how proud you were,
But I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broken inside
But I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide
'Cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Christina Aguilera - Hurt

2006-10-24T17:25:00.000+08:00

Hmm Thais and Japs have a really funny sense of humour. Funniest commercials ever. Darn I just can't stop laughing after watching them!

Thais never eat crab before

And Japs love their pretzels and geishas (must watch till the end no matter how irritating the music is! :p)

2006-10-22T11:41:00.000+08:00

The dreaded A's are looming closer.... but nevertheless the past week has been a BLAST! :D All thanks to beloved Hotbeans, Hotchick(en)s and S06-ers! Loving my class more and more.. Friday Mrs Gay even treated us to pizza! :) And Vera made this really really funny yet touching MV of the five of us.. :) Yeah, as we go on with our lives... to uni or wherever.. we'll always remember and cherish all these wonderful memories! And must remember our Sentosa suntanning & vivocity-loving and prom shopping straight after our last Bio paper! ;D Urghhh.. can't wait! Anyway to recapp,

first it was Weilin's 18th at OM cafe! (the baby cum rugrat of our grp.. lol) The cafe's really nice! Love the deco and the food's darn cheap, heh.

Ladia and me..

The graduation ceremony on Wednesday, and some S06-loving..:)

Then it was prata night for Song-er, Ladia and me, and stayover at Song-er's house! The chocolate paper prata was simply delish... (and as a result missed GP lesson the next day -.-)

Anyway just looove all of you guys for making this otherwise mundane life beautiful! :D Thank God for all of youuu! (becomes emo..)

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change,
Come whatever
We will still be, friends forever. :)

Time sure flies...

/EDIT

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2006-10-15T12:06:00.000+08:00

I love the song playing on my blog now. :)

Sometimes dreams seem so real it becomes difficult to distinguish them from reality.

Now TPJC.net is down and they put up a darn picture of a nice beach with the word Dream on it, right in the middle of mugging for our A'levels. -.- How encouraging and motivating...

Found a GREAT fansite for Grey's Anatomy which provides many many clips of Season Three! Oh gosh I'm hooked now.

Jet's new album is out! But haven't heard good reviews about it; but I love their new single Put Your Money Where Your Mouth Is.

Now I have a whole list of movies I wanna watch: The Prestige, Black Dahlia, Scoop, Closer.. Anyway World Trade Centre is really touching though a 'lil draggy, watch if you're feeling emo haha. Its similar to Ladder 49 but I prefer the latter.

I wanna go to Om Cafe again and smoke sheesha.

Oh well I'm in a random mood today. Or maybe its just the haze.

2006-10-10T16:44:00.000+08:00

!!! Grey's Anatomy Season 2's ending next Monday.... Urgh damn sad la! Oh well. No more late Monday nights, heh. And man, this song is stuck in my head..

I am looking, lookin' for something
Can't quite put my mind at ease
'Cause I need to see, see an opening
Take my arms in and bring
Bring it together, make it warmer
All for me

Lookin' for the sun in England
Throw him a lifeline 'cause he's sinkin'
'Cause everyone's got their enemies
And everybody needs a fence to lean on
Remember how the hospitals were vacant

'Cause everybody's got their enemies
Everybodys got their enemies
Everybody's got their enemies
Everybody's got their enemies

Headlights - Everybody Needs A Fence To Lean On

Alright, the A's are drawing nearer, am freaking out but haven't really started intensive mugging yet. I better start soon. -.- Anyway confirmed our results today, and they rounded up our results; so I get ACD and B4 for GP. Omg so surprised for GP, first time in my life getting a B for GP! Ok, but shall not get complacent and keep practising! Esp. Chem!!

And then got tagged by dear Wendy to do this (funny how this quiz comes up just after my cousin's ROM):

Single, taken or crushing?
Single

Are you happy with your life now?
How can you be happy with the A's so near? But I'm pretty fine.. at least I'm contented with what I have now :)

When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
There is no right person until you fall for him. (agrees with wen who agrees with gdine)

Have you ever been heartbroken?
Heh, don't think so.. and hope never to be

Do you believe that there are some circumstances, where cheating love is acceptable?
Definitely not!

Would you take someone back even if he/she cheats on you?
What's the use if the trust's no longer there?

Have you ever talked about marriage to someone else before?
Haha, many many times (hor, wendy?)

Do you want children?
Of course!

How many?
Either two or three :)

Would you ever consider adoption?
Hmm after learning bio.. maybe. Haha.

If someone likes you now, what do you think is the best way for him to let you know his feelings?
With 999 roses. Haha, kiddin la, just come up to me and let me know..

Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
Well, the feeling of being loved is nice :)

Do you believe in love at first sight?
No, you got to learn his character to love him.

Do you believe you can change someone?
Sure, hope for the better :D

If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
At a beautiful beach or garden.. :)

Do you give in easily when fighting?
Kinda, but only if I'm wrong

Do you have feelings for someone right now?
Hm.. just infatuation heh

Do you ever wish that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
Eh?! No, I didn't mess anything up... I believe everything happens for a reason.

Have you ever broken a heart?
Hmm. Yeah

If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
LOL, we'll see when it happens. (which I highly doubt it will)

Are you missing anyone right now?
:D Yes, my friends!!

Now you have to ask your friends to do this survey in their blogs
1. Vera
2. Jiat Yue
3. Shulin
4. Shaina
5. Veron
6. Jiesi
7. Alpha

I'm finally done! Off to do some workkk..

2006-10-07T16:02:00.000+08:00

Yay, I got a new phone! :D Sony Ericsson W700i, and I love it! Its a walkman phone and has a great 2megapix camera and expandable memory so I can put all my favourite songs in. Plus radio! :) It was sorta last minute purchase because its already 21 mths so I could upgrade; and we were at the Singtel shop and this phone was on a really good offer at 138 bucks, but only for that day. So yay, we bought it. And I saw a really, really nice purple halter dress at TM; may be planning to get it for prom, its really pretty.

Anyway today my pretty cousin got ROM-ed! :D :D :D So happy for her. And her elder sis is also getting married next year and they're planning to hold the wedding together! Shuang xi ling men. It was touching and sweet witnessing their exchange of vows and rings.. This is actually my first time witnessing such an event. =x Here are some pictures of the ceremony:

:) Can't wait to attend their wedding! (btw the pictures are taken with my samsung phone not my new one, heh) And its getting hazier and hazier each day. Urgh.

2006-10-04T17:47:00.000+08:00

LOL Cheow Joo's my soulmate man! We love Muse, Tim Burton, Greys' Anatomy, Scissor Sisters.. OMG. :D At last, someone with the same interests :P Anyway I was once her tudi, haha. So, like shifu, like tudi. Ahh, you seem to be having so much fun in tourism and hospitality. Wish I've done that too....but oh well, now am stuck in the dreaded Alevels and can't get out of it, so just have to go through it, heh.

Stayed back after school to do some "mugging". Tried but kinda a failed attempt. Shaina went for lunch with her uncle and mother, and Vera and Shulin went home. So joined Veron and Genever, 'cause anyway I was doing the same compre as Veron. Gosh, I think I only manage to finish 5 pathetic qns of the RJC Prelim paper, the rest of the time were spent chatting and eating waffle and drinking bubble tea.... and anyway the passage was so damn long, couldn't concentrate at all. Crapped and laughed like mad; it was actually real fun talking to the both of them. :) And then we went home around 5 plus.

And alright, I really don't feel like going school tomorrow. Hm. -.- Yay, project runway tonight! Designing gowns for Ms USA.. A must watch, heh. Now, I really like Josh Radin's songs.. really soothing and touching :)

Digging a hole and the walls are caving in
Behind me air's getting thin but I'm trying
I'm breathing in
Come find me
It hasn't felt like this before
It hasn't felt like home before you
And I know it's easy to say but it's harder to feel
This way
And I miss you more than I should
Than I thought I could
Can't get my mind off of you
I know you're scared that I'll soon be over it
That's part of it all
Part of the beauty of falling in love with you is the fear you won't fall

Joshua Radin - The Fear You Won't Fall

2006-10-03T12:39:00.000+08:00

Sheesh I'm in LOVE with this song by Anna Nalick, Breathe. Its been played in Greys' Anatomy and everytime I listen to this song, Meredith and McDreamy immediately comes into my mind.

There's a light at each end of this tunnel
You shout cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made
You'll just make them again if you'll only try turnin' around

2 AM and I'm still awake writing this song
If I get it all down on paper it's no longer inside of me
Threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary screamin' out aloud
And I know that you'll use them however you want to

But you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand, yeah breathe
Just breathe, oh breathe, just breathe.

Anna Nalick - Breathe

Cried like mad during yesterday's episode of Grey's Anatomy, especially the last part when Izzie cut off the life supply for Denny and Birk was shot. It's one of the most emotional episodes, I can just watch over and over again and still cry. -.- Anyway Mollie Sue is out of ANTM, but Jade is still in?! ARGH.

All the prelim results are finally out and time to start pia-ing. ACE. Really thank God for everything. :) Surprised for Maths and Bio. Urgh 0.25 marks to round up to D for Chem. Felt so stupid for feeling so happy when super nice Ah Lek (we're in Ah Lek's fanclub anw) gave me the 1/2 mark, and in the end it still an E. My tutor's gonna kill me. But oh well its just prelims, so just gotta work much harder for A's. No use brooding over the results anymore. Oh yeah, and at least I passed GP with a C5, yayy. :)

Alright am freaking tired now.... shall take a nap, heh.

2006-09-29T19:05:00.000+08:00

I'm BACK from the Expo NATAS travelfair.

And YEEESSSS IM GOING TAIWAN! Woohoo! 7days, departing 2nd Dec. With Five Star Tours. :D :D I can't wait. So I shall work hard now and hope I reap what I sow! Anyway its the first day of the travelfair at Expo and its already damn crowded. Here're some tipssss if you're planning to go to the fair!

1. Check out the booth that specifically promotes the country that you're planning to visit (eg. Taiwan, Hong Kong, Japan..). The promoters there are much more passionate and accurate (well, its their home country anw). The man at Chan Brothers said its gonna be 5-10 degrees and we were like so shocked its gonna be so cold; while the Taiwanese lady said it would be at most 15 degrees, something like Genting. So its best to check out the individual country booths; they give good tips (such as the cheaper shopping night markets eg. Kaoshiung) and accurate information.

2. Preferably go to female promoters. The men (esp the older uncles) are just concerned with their commissions and can't be bothered with your questions. The females are much more informative; the lady at Five Stars Tours even went through the whole itenary with us with many interesting pictures/photos. While the man at SA tours just sat there and stared at us. WTH.

3. Don't only go to the big players (eg. Chan Bros, SA..), check out the small players. They do provide some good stuff the big players don't. Such as I'm going to stay at Dao Ming Si's house! Which is actually a huge 5 star spa resort which SA and Chan Bros do not offer. So yeah, check out the several itenaries and compare/contrast like in Bio. (and always remb to bring a pen!)

4. The early bird always catches the worm. Go early, where they'll offer more discounts and free goodies (eg. to the 1st 50 customers, 1st 100 ..), as they usually run out the last day. So, yeah its best to go there early.

And by the way the fair ends on Sunday if you want to check it out! :) Alright, back to reality.. the A's. :'( Nvm, Taiwan shall be my motivation now! Anyway, I LOVE Scissor Sisters. They have such great songs like Laura, Filthy/Gorgeous, Take Your Mama Out, Mary and their new song I Don't Feel Like Dancin'. Ironically this song makes me feel like dancin' :D

Wake up in the morning with a head like 'what ya done?'
This used to be the life but I don't need another one.
Good luck cuttin' nothin', carrying on, you wear them gowns
So how come I feel so lonely when you're up getting down?

So I play along when I hear that favourite song
I'm gonna be the one who gets it right.
You better know when you're swingin' round the room
Look's like magic's solely yours tonight

But I don't feel like dancin'
When the old Joanna plays
My heart could take a chance
But my two feet can't find a way
You think that I could muster up a little soft, shoop devil sway
But I don't feel like dancin'
No sir, no dancin' today

Scissor Sisters - I Don't Feel Like Dancin'

You just gotta love their videos :P Its so old school but its damn good!

Scissor Sisters - I Don't Feel Like Dancin'

Scissor Sisters - Take Your Mama Out (my FAVE)

Scissor Sisters - Laura (you MUST at least listen to this song!)

Scissor Sisters - Mary (video's not as good as the others but I still loove the song!)

2006-09-29T11:01:00.000+08:00

:D Finally met up with my two pretty babes Wendy and Lydia yesterday! Haha, was too shagged to blog about it yesterday.. anyway had loads of laughter and talks.. I'm so, so glad to have you guys in my life! You're both my sunshines x) <3 you guys! And we finally took neos after EONS! (eh no pun intended)

May our friendship last forever and ever like how the ring will be stuck on Lydia's thumb forever and ever..... ;p

Anyway also finally bought my Fox skirt and I looove it! Thanks Wendy for the 20% staff discount hee. We travelled from Harbourfront to PS to Marina Square.. Gosh, my birks were killing me. I don't think I'm wearing those birks anymore, lol. Then we ate dinner at coffee club, and had my long-craved country pie and fondue! Too bad we didn't hang out at Esplanade as planned because it was too late. But nvm, perhaps one day after studying we can go there and catch up somemore! Missing you guys already. :(

Alright, going travel fair at expo with mom later.. hoho. Taiwan ah taiwan....... Ah Bian please just xia tai so everything will be more peaceful and tourists won't be attacked by flying chairs.

2006-09-27T13:38:00.000+08:00

What a day. Only went school for chem and bio; and in the end didn't even give back our papers! Yeah, perhaps only Chemistry paper 2.. but wah, that paper only makes me even more demoralized. I really, really hope for an E for Chemistry so it doesn't look so bad, but I think I may not even pass. :( URGH why can't I just do well for Chem?!

Anyway after chem tutorial we walked over to Tampines CC Macs for breakfast; and in just 15 minutes, we witnessed a guy on a bicycle getting knocked down by a car, and when we wanted to help we stepped on a grass full of HUGE RED ANTS and got attacked by them. -.- We were like screaming hysterically and trying desperately to sweep them off. Urgh, they were like 2 freaking cm long! And their bites are darn painful lah. Digusting ants. I feel darn itchy just thinking about the incident. Oh yah, then we saw a man talking to himself in Macs.. Weird day. It was just the slackest day. Talked and talked almost the whole day and now am damn shagged.

Alright, getting back GP and Bio papers tomorrow. =S Not really looking forward to it, but also can't wait to get back all the results so that I can become a full-fledged mugger. And oh yes! Going out with Wendy and perhaps Lydia tomorrow :D Can't wait!

I can download Grey's Anatomy via torrent. But I don't know how! Anyone can teach me? :)

/EDIT
Oh gosh. I just saw something really shocking. Its so darn heartbreaking to find backstabbers around your friend; and actually to witness her talking bad right behind your friend's back.. like WTH?! She even claimed to be in my friend's clique somemore. Thank goodness my experience in TPJC doesn't have any of those crap. I wonder if I stayed after 1st 3 mths... would I have experience that too. :( And seeing the state my friend is in... I can just cry. So time and environment do change people...

2006-09-23T23:13:00.000+08:00

URGHHHHH. Grey's Anatomy Season Three has premiered on ABC....... but I can't watch it because I'm not a US citizen...... Damn. Watched the trailer, read the episode sypnosis for the 1st episode of season three and I'm just so bummed that I can't watch the whole episode. The sight of Izzie just breaks my heart.. Sigh. And when Christina said to Burke "Don't ever die"; I just wanted to break down and brawl that instant. Man, when will Season 3 be shown on Channel 5?! Or AXN?

And I just love the trailer and flashbacks featuring the song How To Save A Life by The Fray.

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

The Fray - How To Save A Life

Ok, nobody understands my ramblings..

2006-09-22T18:27:00.000+08:00

The Banquet is a damn good movie. Zhang Ziyi's acting is superb; heck I think its better than Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon. I think all the gore and head-chopping and swordfighting can even be compared with Kill Bill. There is so much literature in this movie. I absolutely love the songs and poems.. :) And all the palace scenes are breathtaking. Words don't do this movie justice. Rah, I can't stop thinking about the show; this is what good movies do to you..

Now I feel like watching alot of movies. I wanna watch World Trade Centre, Miami Vice, The Black Dahlia... Saw the trailer for WTC today, and I bet I'm going to come out of the theatre with red swollen eyes if I watch it.

And now that I can sleep well, I have very very weird dreams. Hmm.

2006-09-21T21:41:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO prelims are finally over! :D Oh gosh, right after the prelims I went on a pigging out and intensive shopping spree with my mommy dearest! Went to Pariss to eat (finally!) and gosh, the Sishamo fish was so good we had to have seconds. Once you bite into the crispy skin it was all roe inside, it was damn good! And there was oreo cheesecake too! My favourite. I don't know, but no matter how an oreo cheesecake is made it'll always taste good, haha. I have a really funny picture of my mom pigging out but in order to save her face I won't upload here, lol.

After that I got almost everything on my shopping list! And even new underwear! I love them! They are so colourfully-striped, haha. I'm so fortunate to have such a fabulous mom; we travelled from tampines mall to white sands and even all the way to parkway parade! But after all that pigging we should exercise anyway; and really, shopping is a great way to exercise. Now I'm listening to Jay Chou's new album (I really got it!); I still prefer his qi li xiang album, but this album's not bad too, I like tracks 1, 7 & 8. :)

I just watched Nightmare Before Christmas again. Sucha touching story, almost cried. Jack & Sally. :D I LOVE Tim Burton's movies; from Sleepy Hollow to Corpse Bride.. love them all! Alright time to enjoy the liberation.... Ahhhh. No more insomia and vomitting :) Heck the results, haha.

2006-09-20T11:52:00.000+08:00

Just came back from swimming and sauna with my mom. It feels darn good.. and it felt as if we had the pool all to ourselves because there was only one guy swimming (but rather noisily -.-) other than us.

1 more paper left! Oh gosh am feeling really relieved after all those cramming of information into my saturated brain. Heh, can already feel all the Chem and Maths diffusing out, hope Bio doesn't 'cos its Bio paper 1 tomorrow. Today's Chem MCQ was quite bad; and surprisingly tougher than last year's AJ paper 1. -.- So many calculations I wanna die. Can confirm this year's papers are way harder than last yr's.

Just read Gayle's and Mr Wang's blogs yesterday. Haha, to think Gayle was in the same OG as me 1st 3 months in AC. Anyway its really embarassing how oppressive the S'pore govt can be sometimes. I agree with Mr Wang although I didn't like Chee Soon Juan, this incident actually made me sympathise with him. The photos are pretty good.

Now I'm addicted to Muse again. And I wanna get Jay Chou's new album, been hearing how good it is everywhere..

Fear, and panic in the air
I want to be free
From desolation and despair
And I feel like everything I sow
Has been swept away
Well I refuse to let you go

I can't get it right
Get it right
Since I met you

Loneliness be over
When will this
Loneliness be over?

Life will flash before my eyes
So scattered and rushed
I want to touch the other side
And no one thinks they are to blame
Why can't we see
That when we bleed, we bleed the same?

Muse - Map Of The Problematique

Can't wait for shopping spree tomorrow after Bio! :D

2006-09-18T16:37:00.000+08:00

Biology Paper 3 is DONE. What a relief. Next is Maths paper 2 and I'm all stressed up about it and yet I'm not doing much. Nvm, shall revise later...

Sheesh I even got my shopping list done for 21st Sep. 21st Sep kuai kuai lai...

1. That Esprit shirt
2. That Fox denim shorts/ skirt
3. That necklace from Marks&Spencer
4. That Esprit shorts (but its friggin 70 bucks!)
5. New bag
6. Shoes from L.P. (my school shoes are falling apart)

And then lots of swimming and perhaps gymming/cycling for project jian fei. Not to mention lots of catching up with the beanies! Seriously isolation is no good. And Hot Chicks shall we hang out or go study tgt someday?

Rah... 3 more to goooo before liberation!!!

And then results. :'(
All the best to those taking back results already! (Like Lydia and AC peeps..)

2006-09-16T11:26:00.000+08:00

I love Ronin's new song, One More Moment.

Don't take too long to say
I love you to the ones you love
Cause time has a habit of slipping away
And out on the clear blue sky
When lightning strikes on a sunny day
Just take me in and keep me from the rain
And the words that seem so hard to say
Come out when you've gone away
Just stay a little while and hear me say
That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment with you

Ronin - One More Moment

Anyway the weather really sucked yesterday. Was sneezing really badly the whole day. Today's so, so much better. Just came back from a swim! It just feels so good to exercise a 'lil after all those cramming, and being stuck at the desk. But the slacking has got to me. Now I find it quite difficult to cram Biology again. Urgh. But nevertheless I'm going to try to crammm later. What kind of option does Bio paper 3 give us anyway? We even have to study core as well as the whole book on option topics. The only option is between 2 essay questions. And only 1 and a half hours to finish 3 questions with 4 parts worth 15 marks each, and 1 essay of 20 marks?!

...............

Jiayou, people, jiayou.

/EDIT
OH GOSH. BIO OPTION IS FREAKIN' BORING. ESP. PLANTS AND GROWTH AND ASEXUAL REPRODUCTION.... ok, EVERYTHING.

2006-09-14T13:20:00.000+08:00

:D I absolutely LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE ADORE this song. Boston by Augustana. My goodness, its been some time since I've been touched by a song. Its a MUST-listen. :) Anyway Chem paper 2's over. Well, no comments....... Oh yah, ionic and kinetics didn't even come out!! What the?! But anyhow you must listen to this song! It'll definitely cheer you up :D

Essential yet appealed
Carry all your thoughts, across an open field
When the flowers gaze at you
they're not the only ones who cry when they see you
You said 'you don't know me, and you don't even care'
ooo yea
And she said 'you don't know me, and you don't wear my
chains'
ooo yea

She said I think I'm going to Boston
I think I'll start a new life
I think I'll start it over
No one knows my name
I'll get out of California
I'm tired of the weather
I think I'll get a lover
I'll fly them out to Spain

Boston by Augustana

I'm gonna listen to songs the whole day today.... Heh of which I was so deprived of during the last week. Muahah. And been having insomia and vomitting out my breakfast past few days. My classmates think I'm 2 days pregnant, but who'll get pregnant during prelims?! LOL. Anw its a horrible feeling. Never had that before. Oh well 3 days to replenish my energy... then 4 more days and its DONE. Persevere.....

/EDIT
Been reading studentssketchpad and its just freaking funny. These are just a few of the many hilarious ones..
Teachers' Day Special
Love By Bridge
Feminazic RGS Girl
Dear Students Sketchpad

Go read!

2006-09-13T21:05:00.000+08:00

5 papers down; 5 more to go!

Halfway through.. And so far its been alright, but not fantastic too. So far, Chem's the worst for me I guess. And I made two damn careless mistakes for Maths paper 1. Bio was a 'lil better than I expected. GP.. well luckily I got an essay question which I could write tons of crap about.

But really thank God for being with me through this whole period; its times like these when I can feel that He's really by my side. So everyone going through this don't give up alright! Just do to the best of your ability and leave the rest to God. :) Even if this prelim is not well done, there's still time to catch up! JIAYOU!

Anyway Singapore Idol's just over. Ah, Hady sang my favourite song... Desperado! :D Hah, voted for him and Jon this time; 'cos Jon was too good already. His first song was amazing! So both of them must get through so that I'll not waste my money! =x

Tomorrow's Chem paper 2. 1 1/2 hours and then FREEEE till next week. Yeah!

Urgh.. alright back to chem... urgh ionic...

2006-09-05T17:22:00.000+08:00

Goodness. The moment I open my Biology file, all I can think of is SLEEP. Man. I need to really buck up my studying pace. But as I look through the prelim time table, its not so bad after all (but I didn't say not bad). At least there's some time to study in between, like one afternoon. -.- One afternoon to cram all the Biology facts. Kinda reminds me of Olevel prelims. But somehow this feels a million times worse.

So here's the Prelim time-table as a nice reminder to myself and everyoneee.

11 Sep Mon
0800-0930 GP Paper 1
1000-1130 GP Paper 2
1300-1545 Chem Paper 3

12 Sep Tue
0800-1100 Maths Paper 1

13 Sep Wed
0800-1000 Biology Paper 2 (gonna be a killer for me)

14 Sep Thur
0800-0930 Chem Paper 2

Yay, Fri and weekend break to mug.

18 Sep Mon
1300-1430 Biology Paper 3 (morning mug.... and then afternoon die)

19 Sep Tue
0800-1100 Maths Paper 2

20 Sep Wed
0800-0900 Chem Paper 1 (how to not slack?!!)

21 Sep Thur
0800-0915 Biology Paper 1 (how to not slack?!!)

After that, FREEDOM!!!!!!!!! For a few days, that is. Wah, I feel like I'm dying already.. TPJC sure know how to strategise. All the paper1s for last. -sob- By 20 Sep everyone will be half-slacking or 3/4-dead already. I know I will be.

Ok, enough of all the pessimism. JIAYOU! Just do our best!!

Anyway, just watched House on AXN. Mad show. But quite funny la. ARGH I'm such a TV addict! Even watched CSI last night until 2am.. when it wasn't even like fantastic. OKOK enough. STUDY!!

2006-08-29T17:56:00.000+08:00

Darn. Got up in the morning and when I looked in the mirror I found a gash across my right cheek. -.- I thought it was because while rubbing my eyes my nails has scratched my face. But now when I looked closer, I found two! And there're another 2 smiliar gashes on my right thigh. That's like super weird, have I been having catfights in my sleep?! And my fingernails aren't long anyway. Now I look like some pirate, or maybe the victim. I'm Mrs Sparrow for at least a few days now!

I can't seem to focus these days. School isn't helping at all. Everyday I return home from school I'm just too shagged to start studying, and then I end up sleeping or coming online and doing really meaningless stuff like bloghopping and youtubing. URGH. Its the PRELIMS man, what am I doing?! I better START my engineeeee. Time to have self-declared holidays. Even during the week holiday we are not spared! Tues and Thurs we have to go back for Maths, like wth? There's no time to study.. and the two weeks of prelims are just so packed together, 2 papers a day and major papers and more papers the next day somemore! So Lydia.... you know why I can't join you guys for Sentosa though I really really wish to! :'( At least your prelim papers have 3-4 days in between!

Dying........... Ah all the subjects I'm doing now is driving me nuts. Heard Chem paper will not be easy... Oh well.

So I watch Hady to keep sane. HAHA. He rocks man! Legenda...

2006-08-26T21:53:00.000+08:00

There was a man back in '95
Whose heart ran out of summers
But before he died, I asked him

Wait, what's the sense in life
Come over me, Come over me

He said,

Son why you got to sing that tune
Catch a Dylan song or some eclipse of the moon
Let an angel swing and make you swoon
Then you will see, you will see

Then he said,

Here's a riddle for you
Find the Answer
There's a reason for the world
You and I

Five For Fighting - The Riddle

:D A really lovely song. And how lovely it was the previous 2 days. I miss the beans already! Sigh, studying doesn't help.. Please let me peak at the right time.

2006-08-23T17:31:00.000+08:00

Mai harm mai harm, mai harm mai harm mai harm
LOL. Mr Brown's recent podcast is hilarious. Go listen!

Anyway just finished the darn stats test. Just 7 questions is enough to make me shagged. It was more difficult than I expected, but I've done my best and no regrets. Next up, chemistry! (sigh!) I'm really nervous for Biology. I doubt I'll get an A for the A's, but nevertheless going to try! I must keep reminding myself: Do my best and leave the rest to God. This way, I go in and out with a peaceful mind. :) He'll bring me through. So everyone, let's work hard together yeah? To finish our prelims and Alevels with no regrets!

Oh yeah, my mother's already retired to a full-time housewife. I'm so happy to come home with my mother around.. :D At least its not that quiet and soulless as before. And she'll cook me all these delicious food. I bet I'm going to become another Kim Sang Soon. Anyway I love that show! Its darn funny.. another good show to get addicted to.

Okay, off to listen to Muse and rest before embarking on those Chemistry topics for test this Saturday. Urgh why must it be on a Saturdayyyy... -whines.

Time to turn into a full-fledged NERD.

2006-08-20T00:38:00.000+08:00

Since I'm tagged by Alpha to do this, (though I just realised it was quite some time ago), and this looks pretty fun, so here we go:

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 10 people to play this game too.
5. Bold the questions and answers that swack. (?)

How are you feeling today?
Plug In Baby by Muse
I've exposed your lies
Baby
The underneath's no big surprise
Now it's time for changing
And cleansing everything to forget your love
Haha well, I read an article on abusive girlfriends today. Hmm.

Will you get far in life?
Happiness by Orson. I'm on the highway to happiness, happiness.. Man it looks good..

How do your friends see you?
Ain't No Other Man by Christina Aguilera. What the - ?!

Will you get married?
Hold Me Tonight by Taking Back Sunday. Hold me tonight, tonight, tonight.. So I guesso, ha!

What is your best friend's theme song?
Bliss by Muse. Everything about you is so easy to love. How nice. :)

What is the story of your life?
Crazy by Gnarls Barkley. LOL. Yeh my life's one crazy story alright.

What was high school like?
Take Me Out by Franz Ferdinand
I know I won't be leaving here.. I know I won't be leaving here..
Haha PLMGSS will always be a part of me. :)

How can you get ahead in life?
Tryin' To Help by Orson.
Don't you know if you got problems-
That I'm here to help you solve 'em?
Love, I'm only tryin to help-
I'm only tryin to make it through another day.
Hmmmm. By helping other people? Heh.

What is the best thing about your friends?
Hands Down by Dashboard Confessional. Haha whatever, hands down they are simply the best!

What is in store for this weekend?
Smells Like Teen Spirit by Nirvana. Whoa cool song for a cool weekend. But its already Sunday!

What song describes you?
Photo by Ryan Cabrera
A photo can say a thousand things
But it cant say the million things i wanna say
Ehhh?

To describe your grandparents?
Time Is Running Out by Muse. Erm? Thats pretty bad..

How is your life going?
Do You Want To by Franz Ferdinand
Oh well I woke up tonight and said I
I'm gonna make somebody love me
I'm gonna make somebody love me
And now I know, now I know, now I know
I know that it's you
You're lucky, lucky
You're so lucky!
Hahaha. I wish.

What song will they play at your funeral?
One by U2. Ooooh! Such a lovely song! I don't mind having it played at my funeral. Its a happy occasion anyway. And I love U2.

How does the world see you?
My Style by Black Eyed Peas ft. Justin Timberlake.
I know that you like my style
You came here to turn you out
Everybody in the place get wild
I know you like my style
Self-explanatory, ha.

Will you have a happy life?
Temperature by Sean Paul. Haha its a happy song so I guess I will.

What do your friends really think of you?
Dear Jamie .. Sincerely Me by Hellogoodbye. I love this song. But, no link eh.

Do people secretly lust after you?
You and I Both by Jason Mraz. Ehh. Well, its a love song but again, no link!

How can I make myself happy?
The Swiss Army Romance by Dashboard Confessional. You're not so happy, you're not secure.. What the?! LOL. I guess I just have to be myself to make myself happy. :)

What should you do with your life?
Must Get Out by Maroon 5.
I'm lifting you up
I'm letting you down
I'm dancing till dawn
I'm fooling around
I'm not giving up
I'm making your love
This city's made us crazy and we must get out
YESH! Get out of Singapore!!

Will you ever have children?
Tell Me Baby by Red Hot Chilli Peppers. HAHA. So I guess I will.

This thing is amusing. Thanks Alpha! People try it when you're all stressed out or tired of mugging for bloody prelims alright?! :D

2006-08-17T15:45:00.000+08:00

Link it to the world
Link it to yourself
Stretch it like a birth squeeze
The love for what you hide
The bitterness inside
Is growing like the new born
When you've seen, seen
Too much, too young, young
Soulless is everywhere

Hopeless time to roam
The distance to your home
Fades away to nowhere
How much are you worth
You can't come down to earth
You're swelling up, you're unstoppable

'cause you've seen, seen
Too much, too young, young
Soulless is everywhere

Muse - New Born

HOW CAN U NOT LOVE MUSE AFTER WATCHING THIS VIDEO?!

Muse has got to be the most underrated band. They play the most amazing guitar and piano, and their vocalist Matt Bellamy is so, so good. I don't know why so many people haven't heard of them. And its not like they're new; they existed since 1999! I love ALL of their songs. How come they don't come to Singapore?? :'(

Their new album is GREAT. Supermassive Black Hole and City of Delusion are my favourite tracks, and the rest are pretty good too like Exopolitics.

You set my soul alight
You set my soul alight

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

Alright back to my GP essay. -_-||

2006-08-15T19:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SHULIN AND SHAINA!!! Hope you had a blast today! Its so cool to have both of your birthdays on the same day! (so can shun bian celebrate together ;p; haha kidding!) Anyway hope both of you love your matching bears and cards and cookie lollies!

The hot chicks went mad today, taking weird photos and crazy poses. Evidence:

Click on them for a better view ;) I love Vera's president pose. WAHAHA.

Alright, enough of ramblings and time to get to the books. Yicks. There's so much to do and I'm still not in the mugging mood. Got to really starttttt.

And I want to watch The Black Dahlia! But I heard its rated R21. Darn.

2006-08-13T14:11:00.000+08:00

YEEEEESSSHHH! Finally renovations of my room is DONE. No more sneezing and coughing in dust-clogged rooms, using up boxes and boxes of tissues, no more sticking tissues up my nose, YES! And I'm loving my new room now, though the bed's not moved in yet and my wardrobe has shrunk to make way for a bigger table. But the computer's now in my room so I'm happy, heh. And no more travelling all the way to Tampines library to study; I can study in my own room! But I have to practise more self-control because the computer's right in front of me. Hmm. I may post up pictures of my new room when I'm done. But now I dread moving all my books and stuff back into my room. Urgh, I have tons of stuff.

Anyway, I like the smell of my new room. And colour. Thank goodness. I don't think I can stand those pink walls any longer.

I love Life Is Good by Nathan Hartono. And he's only sixteen if I'm not wrong, and Singaporean too. Such a talent. But that's the problem. I can't find the lyrics of the song anywhere on Google!

And oh yeah, my brother's going Canada next January for some university attachment. For 6 months! LUCKY PIG! I'm visiting him there no matter what.

Alright, got to head to Ikea or IMM to get stuff for my room again..

Update:
LOL. This is the one of the funniest music videos I've ever watched. Good stuff. I wonder what would happen if one of them slipped towards the end of the video...

2nd Update:
Here you go, a picture of my lazy dog and a 'lil part of my room (aka. bed). The rest of my room remains a mystery, ha.

2006-08-10T21:28:00.000+08:00

Awesome songs. ;) Nevermind the sucky videos, these two songs rock! I can't stop listening to them.

Zing zingy zang za-zang za-zang zingy

Short entry today. National Day holidays are over. :( Off to watch Project Runway! Can't wait to see their designs.. Muahah. And to see Chloe win!

2006-08-09T09:45:00.000+08:00

:) Went to watch fireworks yesterday with Wendy and Lydia. We didn't go to the Esplanade, but instead watched them from Marina Square foodcourt. When we looked down Esplanade was super packed! The people really looked like tiny ants. The fireworks was alright, not fantastic; but the company made up for it! :D Had a great time chatting, catching up with the both of them, perhaps going McDonalds' later to have our long-awaited "prata" night.

Now I want to finish up my homework; but my family's tempting me to go out with them to Ikea and Park Mall to shop for our room stuff (lights etc.) Oh well, shall just take a break this National Day. And Lydia's prelims are starting on Monday! Omg. Jiayou, girl!

Btw, I'm addicted to Sexyback by Justin Timberlake. Hehh.

2006-08-06T22:31:00.000+08:00

I don't quite know how to say how I feel
Those three words are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me
And just forget the world
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace to remind me
To find my own

Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars

My goodness. My house is in a total mess. We're renovating my brother's and my room, so that we can have a more condusive place to study in. However, to choose such a nice time to do this? All my clothes and my brother's clothes are sprawled over the living room couch, all our stuff; CDs, toys, books, all squeezed into my parents' room and living room, and we're going to have to share rooms after our beds are moved out. The dust in the house is so overwhelming it's clogging up my system, so much that I've been having a bad flu since friday. RAH. And my nose is still leaky now. And they still want to switch the air-con on with all the dust-clogged stuff inside the room. Great.

But digging up my stuff is like digging up memories after memories. I feel quite sad throwing many of those stuff away. Goodbye Barbie dolls with messy cut hair and holey clothings, goodbye Polly Pockets (I can't believe I used to play with such tiny stuff), goodbye O'level books.. However I found many treasures in my room! I uncovered many MANY letters/postcards from my dearest GB-mates, Clarissa, and my primary school contingent (super sweet stuff..), many Sec4 farewell and Valentine's Day gifts, numerous sticker booklets that I collected with Clarissa, birthday gifts from my classmates and friends (I still have the huge, fat PIYO-PIYO from Wenxiu and the rest..), and the big hand-made heart-shaped cardboard with touching notes from my 2A clique which they gave to me when I went on to 3A1 while they went on to 3A2.. Oh gosh, those memories are just so, so overwhelming. Looking back, I never thought I had forged so many friendships, and gone through so much during secondary and GB days. They are truly missed. I even found and looked through camp booklets that we've gone through; Sec1 training camp (yes I still have it!), the intimidating yet fun regional camps, staff sergeant training camp.. Man, the memories just keep flooding. Its through all these experiences that I've really grown. :)

I even found this drawing by a girl named Hazel. I met her while on a trip to Perth and we were in the same tour group. She drew two girls, one of her and the other of me; and I was so surprised when I found it! I think I was only pri4 and she was pri2 that time?!

Gosh I didn't know just emptying my room could unravel so much. -.- And I found this lovely musical jewellery box with a spinning ballerina. I love musical boxes! (hint hint) Heh. They always give me this nice, whimsical feeling.. :)

And oh yeah, I cut my hair today. Not much to comment about, but at least my fringe's not poking my eyes anymore.

2006-07-31T21:20:00.000+08:00

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Rascal Flatts - What Hurts The Most

Tomorrow's violin exam. =S Oh man, I think I'm going to freak out right before the exam and my fingers will tremble and I'll play the notes too flat or too sharp and stop and fumble during the pieces and.. and... Oh wth. With all the prelim and A'level stress piled on me, I had to add this violin exam to the growing pile. -.- I hate taking music exams because after all that practice if you suddenly screw up (which is so freaking easy for violin), then all those time and effort spent is wasted. Rah. Just got to pray hard. :\ He will bring me through.

And I'm feeling flu-ish the whole day. Darn weather. Hot and cold, messing up my immune system. Heard some unexpected news yesterday; was quite shocked but at the same time can't be bothered. Its been such a long time ago, now whatever she does is no concern of mine. Ok, mom's nagging. Got to go. Urgh.

2006-07-23T17:04:00.000+08:00

Hands are red with your blame
Megaphone screaming my name
Whimpers someone I should've loved
Souls weeping above

I've seen what you're doing to me
Destroying puppet strings
To our souls

Micro waves me insane
A blaine cuts in your brain
Sounds like forks on a plate
Blackboard scratched with hate

I've seen what you're doing to me
Destroying puppet strings
To our souls

Muse - Micro Cuts

This song makes me cry. Matt Bellamy's voice is amazing. Though the song is pretty short, it's so full of emotion. I'm just sentimental this way I guess. Heh. With those awesome guitars and vocals, it just sends me to oblivion.

Ah, am getting really anxious for violin exam 1st Aug. I have to get my own pianist, and my pieces are still not smooth. I just wish to pass now, distinction is simply a bonus. So, shall just practise hard these 2 weeks and hope to pull it off.

Studies-wise, I better start mugging if I want As for my Alevels. But man, I'm addicted to Muse. I must listen to them at least once a day. So, I really need to study at the library to avoid the many temptations at home (TV, bed, computer..). Rah, I hate prelims!

But liberated of duties at last! Of shooting, mentoring.. YES! :)

2006-07-21T21:54:00.000+08:00

So tell me how you feel (I'm lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (I think of you)
Baby still (you only)
Do you dream of me at night (like I dream you all the time)
So lone

Oh, let me tell you how it feels (it's like everyday I die)
Wish I was dreamin but it's real (when I open up my eyes)
Oh, let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that I will never love again

Babyface - The Loneliness

Been having vivid, scary dreams of late. I never want to go through those nightmares again. :| But I feel that I'm going to have to go through one tomorrow.

Sigh, can anyone get me out of this stupid situation?

2006-07-18T22:33:00.000+08:00

Pirates was great, great, GREAT! Everyone should go catch it. I love this sequel and I can't wait for the next one! I've loved Depp since Sleepy Hollow (or perhaps Edward Scissorhands), and now I just love him more. LOL. Captain Jack Sparrow. Ah, I'm mesmerized. His eyes, gosh. His wife is a damn lucky woman, haha.

I loved every bit of the movie, the hilarious fighting scenes, the amusing cannibals, Sparrow's wittiness, Davy Jones and his gross-looking crew, and his amazing playing on the organ with his tentacles, the sad love story about him, Will's heroism, kraken the sea-monster, the hot Keira Knightly as Elizabeth.. just every bit. Oh gosh, I can watch it again anytime. It's arguably one of the best movies I've watched.

Anyway, I cried during yesterday's episode of Grey's Anatomy, haha. I know the episode didn't have much to cry about, but I just couldn't help it when euthanasia was used on the old lady. :( It's just not good to take away a life just like that. But I just love Grey's Anatomy, it makes me laugh and cry with the characters. Well I can emphatise, so that makes me a compassionate person right? Heh.

Alright, off to bathe and watch some CSI. Man, theres only 15minutes of it left. -.- Damn bus 9, it takes super long to come and in the end I had to walk home from the MRT. Sheesh.

2006-07-17T23:02:00.000+08:00

While scanning through Postsecret.com, this postcard struck a chord in me

That's just freaky.

2006-07-17T17:05:00.000+08:00

You could be my unintended choice
To live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love

You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy
Mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended choice
To live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

Muse - Unintended

I can't believe I've only discovered Muse recently. Oh gosh, they are so, so good. But now I'm so addicted to their songs, I must listen to them at least once everyday. Which is not good because I have to log online and I'll be stuck at the computer for at least an hour. And prelims are approaching and I really, really need to start mugging because well, my common test results are horrendous. And somemore, there's violin exam 1st August (I'm so not looking forward to it); got to brush up on my scales and appregios.

Watching Pirates with Wendy and Lyd tomorrow! Finally. DEPP!

2006-07-15T00:14:00.000+08:00

You won't admit you love me
And so
How am I ever
To know
You only tell me
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps

A million times I ask you
And then
I ask you over
Again
You only answer
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps

If you can't make your mind up
We'll never get started
And I don't wanna wind up
Being parted, broken hearted

So if you really love me
Say yes
But if you don't, dear,
Confess
And please don't tell me
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps

Cake - Perhaps, Perhaps, Perhaps

Emotions and mixed feelings jumbled up inside of me. I don't know what to feel, how to feel. I'm stressed out, but over the wrong reasons. I should feel fortunate, but I don't. I regret, but it's too late. What I advise others not to, now I contemplate.

Oh WTH. I don't feel too well.

2006-07-13T21:50:00.000+08:00

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

Nickelback - Far Away

:) I love this song. I feel emotionally connected with these lyrics. Don't you love it when a song simply reflects exactly how you're feeling? It comforts me when I know that someone else is feeling the same way. That I'm not alone.

The National Library's a great, great place to do some homework while chatting with a friend. Went there today with Lydia :) I love the 5th floor study lounge, especially when we get a seat by the glasspane where you can look out and stone when you're sick of books.

Ok, its already Friday tomorrow. Gosh, another week has flown past! A week nearer to prelims. =S Its so, so scary.

2006-07-12T19:41:00.000+08:00

:D Been seeing alot of my eyecandy around school lately. Muahaha. I'm happy!

Anyway WC is over. :'( Nothing else to look forward to. But it has disrupted my biological clock; I can't seem to sleep early at night unless I'm dead tired. And my afternoon naps are more frequent. Which is not good at all. Because when I sleep in the afternoon, I never wake up to my alarm. Rah.

Anyway, here's an interesting video of Zidane's headbutt:

Met up with Wendy and Lydia to eat steamboat at Marina! It was really fun, we even had live prawns which were still jumping and we were wondering how to kill them in the most humane way. And after that we went to P.S. Macs to chill before going home.

Ok, off to watch Singapore Idol!

2006-07-08T22:39:00.000+08:00

Met up with Desflin, Siti, Ho Ying and Phyllis today! x) Siti is still as crazy as ever, if not even crazier. (So this is what MJ does to their students..) Oh gosh, I miss them all so, so much! So glad we finally meet up. We went to Cine, ate at Galilee&Friends cafe, took neos, and met up with Phil before watching Superman! Brandon Routh is just hotness!

Oh man, just look at him!

And the movie rocked, although its pretty long. At one point in the movie, Siti actually screamed?! It was hilarious. And its not even a horror movie, its Superman for goodness sake. LOL. After that we went to coffee bean to slack and talk, and more crap from Siti, esp. with her Mimi game. And took a few group pictures before saying our teary goodbyes. Waiting for Phil to send the pictures, heh. Its sad that we can only meet up with Desflin again next year, when she comes back to Singapore during her holiday. :( But I just love all of 'em! Its been a great day! :D

2006-07-07T21:56:00.000+08:00

I'm simply smiling to myself silly.

Those simple gestures are enough to make me grin like a cheshire cat. :)

Those eyes, gosh.

Alright enough of incoherent ramblings. Meeting up with Desflin, Siti, HoYing, Phil and others tomorrow! I MISS THEM SO, SO MUCH! Haven't met up in agessss, and I really can't wait to catch up with them. AHH. I'm just so crazy now. :D :D

Go Italy! Though I like France, I think Italy's gonna win. But who knows? This world cup is so unpredictable.

2006-07-05T18:07:00.001+08:00

Clarissa, my 11-year bestest friend and still more years to come! :D

Panorama was really better than expected. Seats were great (thanks to Mrs Neo!), company was great, esplanade had amazing lighting, and the performances were pure entertaining! Kudos to all the performers! It was a totally different TPJC experience. But heard this panorama was really costly. 10,000 bucks just to book the esplanade? I think they made losses on this concert, but nevertheless it was a good one.

After that went to have a drink with Clarissa, at Cheers of all places. LOL. But it was the company that mattered more. Had a heart-to-heart talk, which we haven't had in EONS! Really made me reflect and think alot; just had this nostalgia feeling after talking to her. JC life has really shown a lot of sides to people; I've realised how sheltered and protected we've been in PL. And in the years to come when we reach university and go out to work, I bet its going to be much worse than JC. Oh well, that's life.

Italy vs Germany 2-0! WOOOOT! Tonight: France vs Portugal. I bet its going to be an interesting one.

2006-07-02T17:52:00.000+08:00

Singing marathon was a BLAST! It was so nice meeting up with all '04 batch people and the previous batches, everyone is so pretty now :) And it was fun singing the songs and echo-ing through Milennia Walk, we were really loud. And it felt great singing for the Lord! I guess everyone's voices have changed after today's singing session. We even had to sing twice, once with instruments and the other acapella. Ms Jenny Koh said we sang like a train. LOL. Anyway the marathon's ending tomorrow 1pm, so if you still want to visit PL's 90-hr singing marathon you can drop by anytime by then, even 2am or 4am because they are still singing! lol. It was also nice seeing all my little juniors mature already! :) Fond, fond GB memories.

Alright, now I'm addicted to Don't Stop Me Now by Queen. An oldie, but a really catchy one.

Tonight I'm gonna have myself a real good time
I feel alive and the world I'll turn it inside out - yeah
And floating around in ecstasy
So don't stop me now don't stop me
'Cause I'm having a good time having a good time

I'm a shooting star leaping through the sky
Like a tiger defying the laws of gravity
I'm a racing car passing by like Lady Godiva
I'm gonna go go go
There's no stopping me

I'm burnin' through the sky yeah
Two hundred degrees
That's why they call me Mister Fahrenheit
I'm trav'ling at the speed of light
I wanna make a supersonic man out of you

Don't stop me now I'm having such a good time
I'm having a ball
Don't stop me now
If you wanna have a good time just give me a call
Don't stop me now ('Cause I'm having a good time)
Don't stop me now (Yes I'm havin' a good time)
I don't want to stop at all

I just LOVE this song. And I'm still pretty bummed over Brazil not getting into the finals. Sigh. I even thought its going to be Brazil vs Argentina in the end and now both teams are out. URGH! Now its just like Euro cup, only the European countries are left. -.-

2006-07-02T05:19:00.000+08:00

DEPRESSED. BRAZIL IS OUT! I can't believe Brazil's not in the finals! URGH.

Just really sad. But it was a good game. Heh. France is good.

Bye Dida, bye Fatty, bye Donkey cutie, bye Kaka.

2006-06-30T17:59:00.000+08:00

Ever since Superband started I thought it was just another boring competition. That's until I watched Qinobe! (I know they're out already, but I really hope they get in through the revival!) These videos changed my mind about Superband:

They never fail to surprise! ;) I think they're the best band there, and Juz B too. Pity both of them are out already.

I got back Chem section C which really pulled me down. Disappointed in my Chem, got a D (1 mark to C!), but still I could've done much much better. But now's not the time to dwell on results, but to start studying. But I just don't have the mood to start. Tonight's Argentina vs Germany! Rah. I'll find a way.

Anyway, I've been YouTubing again. But these Japanese prank videos are too damn hilarious! Watch and I bet you'll laugh your toes off.

And this is how Japanese people wake each other up:

These guys are hilariousss

English lessons...

2006-06-29T22:58:00.000+08:00

Whoa, just back from marathon rehearsal. Its so cool that my secondary school's having their 90th anniversary and they are holding a 90-hour singing marathon at Millenia Walk. Its already started today! And I think we're going to be in the Guiness book of records. :) So, we're going to sing the past 6 years' GB theme songs, which only lasts around 10 minutes, LOL. Hope everything goes well on Sunday!

And I'm excited for Germany vs Argentina tomorrow. RAH. I want Argentina to win, but I have a feeling Germany will. So tomorrow's going to be exciting. Anyway Brazil vs Ghana match was pretty intense although it was 3-0 in the end. Ghana played a great game. :) Nelson Dida's THE MAN! He's an amazing goalkeeper. Woot! Conceded so many of Ghana's goals. And his hair is cute too! Heh. As well as Kaka! :D I can't believe I'm going to be obsesed with the world cup soon.

Common tests are finally over, and now we're getting back results. Rah, I can't believe I got such an easy Bio MCQ wrong, but oh well the other sections are much, much worse. Got back Chem MCQ and section B, though it was fine (at least I passed), but I know I could've done much better. Section C's sure to pull me down though. Rah, I still can't believe I studied Mass Spec, Atomic structure and all the year 1 topics to find that only organic to Group II is required. ARGH! And I even missed GP and Maths CTs because of a damn fever, so I have to work doubly hard. Prelims in 2 months time, I gotto buck up! I don't want to regret after the Alevels. I want to be pleased and satisfied with whatever results I've got, knowing I've done my very best. :) So, Hot Chicks and s06 and whoever's taking the A's this year, we must JIAYOU alright! Don't regret in the end. :)

2006-06-26T23:38:00.000+08:00

I'm missing Khao Lak again. :( It all seemed like a dream, and I've just woken up from it. Studies, books, college.. is that all to life? Oh well, in Singapore it does seem like it.

Holidays have come and gone. Did some of the most ridiculous things: Playing eagle and chicks and trying to pop the poppers (I don't know what its called) simultaneously in ECP at night; stayed up until 4+ am for 3 consecutive nights trying to study and practising the organ like mad; surviving all the Hard Gay videos on Youtube without puking and actually loving him in the end; sleeping on hard tables and listening to people screaming Ahoy! and playing daidee in the middle of the night inTPJC; spent 5 days in a foreign country without my parents and going crazy over the Thai and Burmese kids there; took crazy photos in the Thai hotel (Vera y'know what, lol, send me the pics yeh!)..

Yes, its one heck of a holiday; but I'm lovin' it! And it's too short, far too short.

Ok, last paper tomorrow! Persevere.

Wth, I don't know what I'm feeling now. One moment I hate you, the other...

2006-06-26T17:57:00.000+08:00

OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE IT. I actually studied all the Chemistry Year1 topics to Group II when only organic to Group II is required! RAAAHHH, someone please kill me. But anyway the Chemistry CT is already over, urgh, and I can't concentrate on Bio at all. Its such a dead memorizing subject it keeps putting me to sleep, gosh, I don't even know why I took it in the first place. Yes, its interesting at times, but memorizing and memorizing all those complicated names is killing me. Its worse than Chem, mannn. Hokay, back to the nervous systemm. -.-

I really, really hope I've proved you wrong.

2006-06-24T21:47:00.000+08:00

:) I love swimming sessions with my mom. Simply talking and laughing over stuff; I cherish our mother-daughter bonding times. Heh. And I'm starting to like Nelly Furtado's new songs.

You wanna spread your wings but you're not sure
Don't wanna leave your comfort just wanna find a cure
We're afraid of who we see in the mirror
We wanna let go but it feels too pure
Who wants to be alone in this world
You look around and all you see is hurt
But the light it always finds us
If it moved with a little trust

Nelly Furtado - Afraid

I'm still feeling a little sore from yesterday. :'( But I'm going to do well just for you to see. I must do well.

2006-06-24T01:30:00.000+08:00

Although your birthday is already over.. it's 1.30am now.. and I just washed up, heh. But I still want to say HAPPY 18TH LYDIA! x) Hope you enjoyed our little celebration today. :) Its amazing how the lightning kept flashing, but it didn't rain at all! Thank God for the great weather. :) Anyway, thanks for all the wonderful memories we had together; the drill competitions and taking the pri5 girls.. and getting Gold! The studying and shopping sessions.. just all the fun and crapping while hanging out.. Love you girl! :D Love the beanies too; You, Wendy, Jess, Eliz, Weilin.. we rock! Thank God for friends like you guys even though we don't hang out as much as before. But just like you said, we can't do without each other. And Jess suggested an outing like this once in 1 or 2 months; hope we can make that come true!

I've never felt so helpless in a subject before. Its so demoralizing when I took so freaking long to do one question. :'( I just want to do well..

My heart is breaking into a million pieces; but what can I do?

2006-06-22T11:26:00.000+08:00

This is what happens when I tried to study chemistry at 2am.

It becomes a camwhoring session instead. Man, I should have some control over myself. How many more days to Chem and Bio CT? Including today would be 4 days. Yikes. And I seriously have no idea what I've studied. I haven't started Biology, and it's going to kill all my brain cells studying it. Ok, I shall stop procrastinating on the stupid boring computer (not!) and get on with those wonderfully interesting Chemistry and Biology notes.

2006-06-20T21:44:00.000+08:00

I love Teddy Geiger. I bet anyone who hears his songs will just fall in love with his voice, and not to mention he's cute too! Visit his site to listen; it's worth the click. :)

Did anyone try too hard
Well I guess I did
I guess I did alright
She'll break my heart
Cause ever since the minute I saw your face
Well I knew I wanted to be in that place next to you, yeah
To be the one that's in your arms
And I'll try to get by

Teddy Geiger - Try Too Hard

I just can't start mugging. Tried, but kept falling asleep! Was sneezing badly the whole day today, and had a fever again. I keep having fevers recently, especially whenever I stay home and there are tests coming up. :( It's such a horrible feeling. But nvm, there's Teddy Geiger's music to cheer myself up. ;D I'm putting his music on loooop.

Anyway everyone should watch Hard Gay. How can you not love him after watching? He's hilarious! Too bad there are only around 15 videos. Just can't get enough of him. Hooooooo! Say say say! lol.

2006-06-16T00:31:00.000+08:00

Sawadee ka! Sabaidee mai?

I MISS THAILAND ALR. :'( Although of course I have been missing my bed, my TV, my computer... But it's been an amazing and meaningful experience. I miss the kids so, so much. They are super adorable and cute! It's so heartwarming when they come up to hug you or hold your hand and kiss you on the cheek, or write 'I Love You' notes to you. RAH. The kids are just so lovely. :D It was so much fun piggybacking them and playing and singing with the kids. Seeing the smiles on their faces was good enough.

However when we went to visit the tsunami sites and the morgue where they stored all the yet to be identified dead bodies in refrigerated containers, it just felt so sad. That after so many years there are still so many bodies yet to be properly buried and identified by their relatives. Imagine the emotional pain the relatives have to go through.

We also did communal work like painting boats, varnishing chairs for the kids and did fishing traps.. It felt good doing something constructive for once. :P Got to know the interactors much better too... thank God for Vera my bus seat, eating, walking partner. :) And Samantha our dear room-mate lol. We also drank, played cards late into the night, had a night walk through the ghost town, chilled at the cafe near our hotel while watching soccer.. It was an interesting experience. And the beaches in Thailand are amazing. The sand is so soft, the sky seems joined with the never-ending Indian ocean, and the view of the clouds is fantastic.

Rah, words cannot describe this enough. Will upload pictures soon. But I'm so freaking tired now 'cause I've just came back from the airport. And Vera, please take care of yourself and get well soooooon! :) Really thank God for providing for us throughout the whole trip and that we're all home safe and sound!

It's back to reality again. :( CTs!!!! Urgh.

EDIT: ok, photos are up on my friendster account! :)

2006-06-08T20:56:00.000+08:00

Shooting LTC was really eventful and fun! Got to know the shooting people so much better, esp. the J1s, and even some J2s. Although the games were quite messy, we still had loads of fun, with lots of sadism though. This camp was plain crazy. Couldn't sleep at all at night. Were making too much noise playing card games like bluff, and funny hand games. Ahoy! Ahoy! Ahoy! throughout the night. It was insane. Jun Ming and Tuck Min even stayed over in the girls' bunk although it wasn't allowed. -.- They are really good at entertaining themselves though. Heh. This camp had alot of ups and downs; but overall, it's been great! x) It was nice staying over in the school, and lying down on the grandstand at night staring at the stars and moon; and simply talking the night through.

Exco interview was really interesting. Can't wait to pass down my duties man. =x Soon, all shooting will be over. Gosh. Honestly, I don't know what to feel. Anyway the new shooting tee rocks. Black and gold. I just love these colours. And now, my back is aching badly from attempting to sleep on tables. And my ankle's slightly sprained from games the first day. Rah.

And Singaporeans sure know how to vote for their idol. Rahimah and Jasmine are really good singers. So glad they got in to final 12! Especially Rahimah. She just has this uniqueness about her that's really cool. I love her hair!

Alright, now to prepare for Thailand OCIP trip. :D Flying off Sunday. Ah, I'm just so shagged.

2006-06-05T21:34:00.000+08:00

I don't know if I'm being emo or what, but for SYTYCD tonight, Blake and Ashle's smooth waltz made me tear. Ah, it was just so moving. I absolutely love the music they danced to. Its such a pity that Blake got out. :( He's an amazing dancer! Here's a tribute to him: His solo.

Nick and Melody's disco routine blew me away too. Both their performances were great, great, great! :D

And Mom's away till Thurs for her KL trip. And man, I miss her loads already. Rah.

What's taking you so long? =/

2006-06-04T23:25:00.000+08:00

You are so beautiful to me
You are so beautiful to me
Can't you see
You're everything that I'd hoped for
You're everything I need
You are so beautiful to me

A long, long week ahead. Shooting training tomorrow; and games preparations for shooting camp Wednesday to Friday, and flying off to Thailand for OCIP on Sunday. Pretty excited. :) But I'm afraid I will not have time to study for Chem and Bio. And yet I'm sill procrastinating. Urgh. Have to go down to update my passport photo. I'm just so, so lazy. Heh.

I want to shop.

2006-05-31T00:26:00.000+08:00

POSEIDON ROCKS! Gosh, finally a movie that touched me to the extent that I teared. Its a must-see! I just can't stop thinking about the movie.. right Wendy? LOL. How the father sacrificed his life for the survivors, the horrible death of the guy; it really gets you thinking about life, how life is simply survival of the fittest, and how love is so unconditional and sacrificial. Couldn't help but cry when the father drowned while trying to reverse the suction of the propellers to save the others. Its just so freaking touching. Omg, the movie is worth more than the 6 bucks it cost us to watch.

After that we went shopping so many places, far east.. bugis street and went to our favourite haunt - esplanade! Finally got my birks! And we got shades tgt too, heh. Been a long long long time since we met and hung out at these places. :) Just loved the chatting and catching up.. Its sad that now we can't meet up often anymore because of clashing schedules. Rah. Nvm, perhaps next Tuesday dinner study and supper with Lydia? Can't wait. I mean, this is what holidays are for, right?

Alright, tomorrow's a pretty long day with Interact OCIP meeting and choir concert after that. :) Gotta get my sleeeep.

2006-05-27T11:16:00.000+08:00

:) Fever's almost gone! And the June holidays are here.. FINALLY! Was browsing through YouTube and these three videos are my most favourite performances on American Idol. Enjoy! ;)

Taylor Hicks - You Are So Beautiful

Taylor Hicks - In The Ghetto

Elliot Yamin - Moody's Mood For Love

Oh well, what's done is done. I can't turn back time or change anything. Just gotta focus on the next two papers after the holidays? Chemistry and Bio.. Urgh my worst subjects. But we can do it, we can! Persevere on..

Anyway, here's the link to the infamous Singapore Idol's Nong Nong Ago. Hilarious!

2006-05-26T18:00:00.000+08:00

Today has got to be one of the worst days of my life. Of all days to fall sick, I had to be down with a high fever on the day of my GP and Maths CTs. I worked so hard for nothing. Sigh. I don't think they'll allow me to retake, just give me a big fat zero or exempted. I didn't ask to be sick, I even seldom get high fevers! :(

I was so shocked this morning when I measured my temperature at 39.1 deg. Was feeling damn giddy, couldn't sleep the previous night too. Couldn't get out of bed. Urghhh. Just thinking about missing the tests is making me pissed. At least now my temperature's down to 38.6. It keeps rising and falling and rising again. But I can at least get out of bed and blog.

Ahhhh, I'm v sad now. But thank God for my mom.. taking care of me and all. She's the bestt. Everything happens for a reason, I wonder what reason has got to do with this? urgh.

2006-05-24T23:21:00.000+08:00

Today was self-proclaimed study break! LOL. And tomorrow's the real one. Anyway, maths is slowly driving me insane. And I can't stop sneezing. I don't know why but I always fall sick at the wrong time: during holidays. Urgh! I guess its the accumulated dust at home. I just love staying at home though. I can play my organ, slack, watch TV, eat and eat and eat... amongst revising for Friday's CTs of course (ack!). But its seldom you can just rot at home right? Ah.. the simple pleasures of life.

Mas, Que Nada. Tough song to play. But I love how it takes my mind off other stuff (like Maths and GP -.-) while I try to figure out the chords and trying to pace with the speed of the backgrd music.. If you would like to hear the original song you can listen here.

~~How I wish I could play it to you. =x~~

Alright, just watching Da Chang Jing can make my blood boil. How can some people be so freaking cruel?! Sometimes I can't bear to watch. But knowing the ending makes it a little more bearable.

Taylor was Taylorrific today! He's gonna be American Idol! WHOO!

2006-05-22T21:49:00.000+08:00

So You Think You Can Dance was amazing tonight. I absolutely dig the last performance from Destini and Jamile. You can watch it here, though the screen's a little small.

Will be skipping a grade to grade 6 for organ. :) The new songs seem really interesting; can't wait to master them. But now my fees are more expensive. Oh well. And I have a friggin pimple on my nose. I HATE PIMPLES. (ok, who doesn't) But still, on my nose of all places! Rah.

The NUS business school advertisements are darn funny, they're so fake! What cute guys? =x Alright, today is Monday. Urgh. Start of a long, long week. :( Can't wait for the June holidays to come!

My heart's already numb.